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(2015-12-16 08:59:25)
我離開原公司快三年了，當初痛下決心是因為知道了沒結果，他有選擇的告訴，道歉也不能讓我釋懷。這幾年間歇的聯絡，淡淡的，以為忘記了。可惜，可憐，淡淡的才可怕，因為一直在那裏。他一句“我換了你送我的錢包”就勾起了這些。明知道我和他永遠都不會走出這個灰色地帶，永遠不會有說個明白的一天。明白所有這一切其實何必。就是蠢吧。[閱讀全文]
(2012-11-17 18:48:46)
Therewasnoaffection,nocare,andnointerest.Itwasallinmyhead,iguess,howsad[閱讀全文]
(2012-08-03 21:16:43)
Itissoawkwardbetweenusnoweversincetheemailsituationhappeneddueinfgthetrip. Ikeepremindingmyselfthatitdoesnotworththeefforttrytowinhisfriendship;iamdoubtingmyselfofofferingmyfriendshiptohimifheissohasitatetoacceptit.Hebeenwining,beinginandout,hotandcold. Mightthebestistoleavehimalong,lethimdecide. Itoldhimiamhisfriendaslonfashewantsmetobe. Hehastomakeuphismind.[閱讀全文]
(2012-07-28 19:48:44)
Ithoughtanticipatedthetripwillbesomewhatwired...itisthefirsttimeustravelalonefor3days.Ihaddreamaboutusholdinghandsonthebeach,tellinghimhowmuchIcaredforhim,andhowmuchIwantedforhimtocareforme.Dream.
Thefirstdaywasnice,hewasverygentlemanlike.wehadgoodtimeatdinner,andheactuallycompaniedmewhilethehotelsecuritytriedtofixthedoorlock.ididnotbringbathingsuitandhedid;idon'tknowthatisthereasonsethimoff,h...[閱讀全文]
Thefirstdaywasnice,hewasverygentlemanlike.wehadgoodtimeatdinner,andheactuallycompaniedmewhilethehotelsecuritytriedtofixthedoorlock.ididnotbringbathingsuitandhedid;idon'tknowthatisthereasonsethimoff,h...[閱讀全文]
(2012-07-19 18:19:58)
Iwaslittlesad(?)yesterdaywhenIdidnotseethecraneImadeinhisoffice,Ithoughthefinallythrowitawayduringtheremodel.Infact,hekeptit,itwasstillonhisdesk.IamgraduallylosingthegroundsinceIcaremorehowhefeelaboutmethenhedidIbeleive.HealsomentionedV,"whynotaskhimtodriveforyou"?WasheupsetaboutVgodownSwithme?!Sillyme.Whycan'tyouseeIonlylikeyou?Careaboutyou?ButwhyIcanchatwithVfortwohoursoverallkindstopic,andyouan...[閱讀全文]
(2012-07-03 20:04:36)
IlikedhimfromthefirstminutehesitivyofficeandtoldmeallthosemistakesImadeonthereoportwasnothing,thatwasthe3rdor4thdayhebecamemyboss.Itwasagenuinelikethough.Icannotfigureoutsincewhenourconversationturnedcasual,morefriendlikethancolleague.Heteasesmeoffenlike"Iwasthelittlesisterheneverhad".Weflirtoften,butwithcertainamountofcontrol.Webothhavefamilyandkids,wearenottrying.IthinkIfeltmyselfchange,carehimm...[閱讀全文]
(2012-07-03 19:37:26)
Hewasnotin,andIrealizedafterreceivinghisautonreply. Hedidn'tmentionitwhenhebidmegodbeylastFriday. Cometothinkaboutit,heneverreallysharedthosetypeofthings...Butwhyshouldhe.InevertriedtotellhimwhatIwilldodudringmytimeoff. ButImisshim...OrdoI?Guessinggameisthetorture,andIlostbecauseIcarenow...
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