jgey的單身日記
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日子過得飛快．生活中很多事情，我喜歡忙碌的感覺，會比較少有時間去擔心不必要的事情．上周整整一周的Ｏｎｓｉｔｅ ｗｏｒｋｓｈｏｐ，所有人都忙得人仰馬翻，我每天早晨８點到公司，晚上９點走，回家後倒頭就睡，真的是沒有一點時間去想那些ｂｏｔｈｅｒｉｎｇ我的事情．忙得格外愉快，日子充實，從上到下，人人對我的評價都很好，老板說明年有可能給我升級．我開始明白為什麽有人會以工作為人生最大樂趣，成就感和被需要的感覺，特別是對於單身的人，沒有家人的需要，不知道這是好還是壞．我對工作的熱情越來越高漲，對ｐｅｒｓｏｎａｌ ｌｉｆｅ的投入則越來越少，會不會真的成wｏｒｋａｈｏｌｉｃ？在現在的公司裏有種如魚得水的感覺，這次的ｐｒｏｊｅｃｔ由於原來的擔當者的退出，暫時由我代理．絕好的機會，從ｓｕｐｐｏｒｔ ｐｏｓｉｔｉｏｎ過渡到Pｒｏｊｅｃｔ Ｍａｎａｇｅｒ，ｉｔ ｍｉｇｈｔ ｂｅ ｔｈｅ ｂｅｓｔ ｃａｒｅｅｒ ｐａｔｈ Ｉ ｃｏｕｌｄ ｅｖｅｒ ｄｅｓｉｇｎ．很多部門參與這個Pｒｏｊｅｃｔ，從Ｂｕｓｉｎｅｓｓ Ｏｐｅｒａｔｉｏｎ ｔｅａｍｓ到ＨＫ，ＳＧ，ＣＨ ｏｆｆｉｃｅｓ，有機會和這些人一起工作，對於剛加入不過１年的我，實在是難得的機會．ＰＭ是很辛苦的位置，人人都有話要說，要調節一切讓每個人都HＡＰＰＹ，實在需要很大的努力．我也在逐漸改變自己，我本來的性格很簡單，直來直去，喜歡厭惡都放在臉上，說違心的話對於我來說，難於上青天．但是，人最了不起的能力大概就是會適應環境，達爾文的理論，適者生存．很多時候，我會費心去察言觀色，Ｏｐｅｒａｔｉｏｎ ｌｅａｄｅｒ是個怪脾氣的人，但卻是整個Ｐｒｏｊｅｃｔ中非常重要的人物，為了得到她的完全配合，我會順著她的話說一些自己覺得根本沒必要的話．實際去做了，其實也不是很難，微笑，第一要微笑，不管什麽時候，哪怕氣得想把東西摔到對方臉上，還是要微笑，就如同一張麵具，隻要在公司，就掛在臉上．注意觀察，開口之前要先仔細聽，很多時候我做得還不夠完美，但這種改變的過程也是一種成長．
周五會去公司附近的BＡＲ，喝上一杯算是放鬆，也順便做些ｓｏｃｉａｌ ｎｅｔｗｏｒｋ．公司的人，特別是IＴ部門的，都習慣來這個BＡＲ喝上一杯，隨便聊聊，一回生二回熟．前天和ｆｉｘ ｉｎｃｏｍｅ的人一起，想不到我還是個名人，在我自報家門之前，人家都知道我的大名，還聲稱在BＢＱ ｐａｒｔｙ和我聊過，我卻一點印象沒有, ＬＯＬ．本來打算隻喝１杯，結果最後一直待到BＡＲ關門，回家倒頭就睡，快活得很．
Kevin back to Oki. We chatted on phone sometimes, joking around... Somehow he gives me this impression that he does care how I feel, but he wouldnt make it clear. The other day I was saying it like a joke, not very serious, 'Dude r u still in love with me?' He was being quiet, and said my question a bit forward. Then I said, 'Alright, I take it back. Its me who still in love with you, happy?' Somehow he freaked out, 'Its just its been a long time, how can you still say nthat?' I was totally dumb at the moment, think about this, I just done a big presentation, and finally big bosses all happy, so I was totally relaxing and not thinking about anything or even not trying to play any trick. So I said, 'Yes, its been a long time, but if I dont love you, why the hell i do care where you r, or what you doing, happy or not? Do you have a better explanation? Easy, I just state the fact, dont over think about it, ok?' Kevin was quiet since then, I guess he pissed, not sure why, but I guess my attitude wasnt 'silly' (he refers it as in a cute way, lol) enough... I know sometimes I am being too rational and realistic, which is not cute at all, but... I had spent all my energy pretending whatever at work, so with him, I am not planning to pretend anything. This is me, either like or not, up to him.
Work is going well, personal life sucks as usual, lol. 'Life is a bitch', I say, f#ck it.
周五會去公司附近的BＡＲ，喝上一杯算是放鬆，也順便做些ｓｏｃｉａｌ ｎｅｔｗｏｒｋ．公司的人，特別是IＴ部門的，都習慣來這個BＡＲ喝上一杯，隨便聊聊，一回生二回熟．前天和ｆｉｘ ｉｎｃｏｍｅ的人一起，想不到我還是個名人，在我自報家門之前，人家都知道我的大名，還聲稱在BＢＱ ｐａｒｔｙ和我聊過，我卻一點印象沒有, ＬＯＬ．本來打算隻喝１杯，結果最後一直待到BＡＲ關門，回家倒頭就睡，快活得很．
Kevin back to Oki. We chatted on phone sometimes, joking around... Somehow he gives me this impression that he does care how I feel, but he wouldnt make it clear. The other day I was saying it like a joke, not very serious, 'Dude r u still in love with me?' He was being quiet, and said my question a bit forward. Then I said, 'Alright, I take it back. Its me who still in love with you, happy?' Somehow he freaked out, 'Its just its been a long time, how can you still say nthat?' I was totally dumb at the moment, think about this, I just done a big presentation, and finally big bosses all happy, so I was totally relaxing and not thinking about anything or even not trying to play any trick. So I said, 'Yes, its been a long time, but if I dont love you, why the hell i do care where you r, or what you doing, happy or not? Do you have a better explanation? Easy, I just state the fact, dont over think about it, ok?' Kevin was quiet since then, I guess he pissed, not sure why, but I guess my attitude wasnt 'silly' (he refers it as in a cute way, lol) enough... I know sometimes I am being too rational and realistic, which is not cute at all, but... I had spent all my energy pretending whatever at work, so with him, I am not planning to pretend anything. This is me, either like or not, up to him.
Work is going well, personal life sucks as usual, lol. 'Life is a bitch', I say, f#ck it.
Thanks for all you guys worrying about me, everything is fine here, I am still alive, in Tokyo :)
Gonna write more whenever I have time.
Cheers!
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Tokyo is situated at what's known as a triple junction, where three tectonic plates — in this case, the Pacific, the Philippine and the Eurasian plates — come together.
Please be prepared for the earth quake is coming closer, please the map in the following link:
http://www.latimes.com/news/nationworld/world/la-japan-earthquake-timeline,0,729519.htmlstory