Cleaning and Hoping

I am cleaning my space right now, Hoping that my Asian Princess will come to share my space with me. I love her and miss her every minute of every day. I have to be more delicate, i have to be more gentle. I cannot make her think for one moment that my life would be worth living, without her. With jeans at the party, she is beautiful. Wearing shorts to play basketball, outstanding. The sound of her laughter resonates in my head. This laughter now makes me sad. I cannot bear thinking that i may never hear that laughter again.