Aug-1

feel fustrated again morning. The stock market has been up for the last month. Then not moving again, feel like it will go down now:(. Talked to her yesterday, she is not doing well in her job, she needs to learn lots of things and she needs to pay lot more attention and effort, and the weather in Beijing is also not good:(.
Whatever it is, what about myself? what I should do? Going back still should be the target, just don't know how. The more thing is that I am afraid to contact people. whY??