我的夢 (My Dream)

Have you read the book "Anna Karenina ", which is a world class famous novel written by a Russian writer Mr. Tolstoy?   On the front page of this novel, he wrote down:  "All the happy families are the same, while each of the unhappy families has their own reason."  I extended the interpretation to: "All the married man and woman are the same, like positive and negative particles bounded to each other; while all the unbounded particles are somewhat irregular or unique." They might be strong, weak, smart, sensitive, talented, good looking, not good looking, special family background, special life experience....  whatever, there needs a word "over" in front of it.  This "over" make them irregular or unique.  Positive or negative, "good" or "bad", fortunate or sad, all because the "OVER".  
A western wise man said: “Life just like hiking, from many trails, you pick up one and keep going.”  
An eastern wise man said: “There wasn’t any road originally; as many people step over, it became road.” 
I am one of the irregular particles, have passed the thorns and storms, choosing and making my own road. 
Logic and art are the gods governing my mind.  The artistic dream is so sweet,and the logic is paving the road to success. 

I was born in China, survived from the Cultural Revolution, picked myself up, went through all the education in Beijing and California, Berkeley, became a successful engineer and small business entrepreneur.  

Kevin came to my life as a gift. For the strong physical, intellectual and emotional attraction between us, for the open mind of creative life style, for truly enjoy the meaning of life, I wrote this poem for his birthday. (TO KEVIN).

I believe Love & Intelligence will make life forever creative and fulfilled. 

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你讀過蘇聯作家托爾斯泰的世界名著安娜卡列尼娜嗎? 他在書的扉頁上寫道:“所有幸福的家庭都是一樣的，而不幸的家庭卻各有各的不幸”。 我把它的意思延伸為 “所有結婚的男人和 女 人都是一樣的，像正，負離子綁在一起。而自由的粒子 多少有些不正常或者特殊”。 他們可能強，弱，聰明，敏感，有智慧，漂亮，難看，特出的家庭背景，不一般的生活經驗，等等。無論如何，在這些字前麵需要加一個詞“過份”。 這個“過份”把他們變得不正常，或者特殊。正麵的，反麵的，好的，壞的，幸運的，倒黴的，全都來自於這個“過份”。

一位西方的智者說過：“生活就像旅行，你選擇一條道路，然後走下去 ” 。 
一位東方的智者說過：“世上本沒有路，走的人多了也便成了路”。我就是這樣一個不正常的粒子，在荊棘遍野和狂風暴雨中選擇和開辟自己的道路。 邏輯和藝術是主宰我心靈的上帝。  藝術的夢是那麽的美，  而邏輯鋪平了通往成功的路。我出生在中國， 從文化革命中活了過來， 重新站起來， 在北京和加州伯克萊完成了我的學業， 成為了一個成功的工程師和小小創業者。凱文在我生活中的出現是一個禮物。 為了我們之間理智上，感情上，身心上，強烈地相互吸引，為了坦蕩的胸懷和創造性的生活方式，我寫下這首詩 (TO KEVIN) ，作為給他的生日禮物。我相信愛情和智慧將使生活永遠充實和充滿活力。