I walked with her to her school. On the way, bought fresh bread for her for school break. I told her to concentrate in the course and listen carefully to the teacher so that she can learn everything.
Like the other parents, I stayed in the classroom for the first half hour to observe how the course ran, how the young teacher welcomed her pupils. I observed my own kid. She was so excited, curious, shy and tried to be good...
Yesterday evening, I have prepared everything in order for school use till late. Now she has her beautiful school bag and other nice things, very happy and satisfied. I think that is all I could do for her as a mother, --to try to prepare good conditions for her. But she is setting off and she is going to walk out by herself.
It is raining hard ourside. I walked back alone.
I really hope she will keep herself on the right way up, like me as a little girl. I remember my first day in the school when I was 7, I put my hand up to become the monitor in the class. With very strong self respect, I always tried to push myself to become the best to be qualified as a leader.--I still dont know how this belief came to my mind, must be a gift from the birth, and now how I wish my own kid to inherit this character, so she can steer herself without a lot of help from the parents.
What can I do more? I am a little bit sad because of her unpredictable future. she is departing and leaving...