破除幻覺是在ego 很強的階段。因為ego 破碎,allow grace come through。感覺花瓶碎了,好像該悲傷。但是瓶中的水和海水融合了. surrender to something larger.
又過後。慢慢的體會是沒有divine will 的。而是漸漸的體悟grace (性). connect with IT. 漸漸的和祂融合。慢慢的生活(相)會easy & flow。仿佛oneself work together with 'the force'. and co- creating. make life and the world a bit better.
這是我個人體會,可能有誤。個人靈修成分更多些。存在和石大師談的更概念化更哲學一點。