找他的目的就是closure and move on.
How?
For me it meant to let him know all the thoughts and struggles I have been through so we can laugh about it together. Or, he can laugh at me. It is a best way to put it all behind by having him known this and share a laughter about it. It is a huge relief and relaxation for me so that I can finally be completely free (with him seeing through me) when I am him again.
So this is exactly what I wrote to him this morning:
When I be with you again I can see you just as if you were Dave or John, but with different body shape.
If you could make your own closure of romance without any external help, good for you!
But different people treat it differently, you can not say one way is better than the other!!
For me, the best thing is being humor about it, a good laughter solves all the heaches. Eventhough the feelings I had for him was once so seriously real, I want this chat to be as light and as humor as possible.
