It is your luck to give up an ill-matched man. But it is not wise to snatch anyone at random to fill up your loneliness at this moment. Learn to enjoy a life by yourself. QUIET WATER RUNS DEEP.
It is a life long lesson to acquire not only book knowledge, but also social skills and refined manner of speech and deportment. Hard work in this aspect will never betray you. One day you will be surprised with pleasure to see that effort does pay off in a long run.
I love the sentence from Scarlet in Gone with Wind: Tomorrow is another day.
Good luck :)
