王立山獄中賬號隻有15元

王立山獄中賬號隻有15元

作者：Cannaa 於 2012-3-8 23:45 發表於 最熱鬧的華人社交網絡--貝殼村

作者分類：王立山案|通用分類：法律相關|8 條評論 關鍵詞:王立山, 獄中,
最近隻能用鉛筆寫字，因圓珠筆芯經常不出墨。另外，可能上封信踢過了，他們說我不是“indigent”(帳號裏沒錢叫indigent)。原因是十二月一家書店把一本獄方退回去的字典折成15塊錢放到我的賬號裏。那15塊錢我花複印及買幾張賀卡，現在早沒了。按規定，要國三個月我才能重新被認為“indigent”。

如果仍有可能，請繼續幫我找ForensicScientist，psychiatrist及Investigator。州政府會付錢。最好是獨立，私立。我那位standby律師說要幫我找，但至今沒有音訊。按規定，我應當自己找，應該有人願意才對。寫了一篇文章，多少有點牽強，算是沒事自得其樂。突然有個念頭，記下來。也算日記。講的是我自己的感受，也有關這裏的人和事。外邊可能不見得一下子那明白我在講什麽。我也盡量將告別事情“普遍化”。

二月十九日又要出庭，主要是要聽一個去年四月份聽證的錄音。同時也要提一下自己代表自己時，複印，寄信等等。我想讓外界即使了解進展。領事館我去過信。以前在whiting時也去過一封。去年三月在walker時，李副領事來了個電話。今年二月我去了一封，大概講了一下自己代表自己的情況及二個獄卒的劣行。

我寫東西很容易，但是手抄也挺費勁。寫作課上有些小短文，有個這裏飲食，有些囚犯的事。很短幾句。

很想了解外邊情況。

王立山寫於獄中
公元二零一二年二月二十七日
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至友人
The people I love the best
are from rank and file.
They get up to work and go to bed for rest,
humble, like shrubs in the forest,
they are cushions for the falling tree.
Fathers, mothers, brothers, sisters, sons and daughter--
surely you know Good Samaritans, Quakers and Schindler,
but please remember your neighbors,
pastors, Make, Belinda, Mr. Aldrich, and a nurse called Marianne.
They're candles in the cold, dark night,
burning themselves to make you shine.

I love people who stand straight, like a poplar.
Bitter wind and blazing sun cannot blind their eyes.
If keeping faith means to walk an extra mile,
they'll embrace desert storms like a lonely star.

I want to be with people who rejoice when you win,
greet you when you're lost,
and do not give up on you when you're the last.
They are from the heavens and not rare on earth with them,
I'll be brave to jump from the sky, but scared to make them cry.

The world of the human is not a perfect one.
Life has never been easy, and death hardly a surprise.
A gesture of kindness or a hint of reassurance
can carry a person far and wide.