taoui:this is just my job.
最近，心不是很靜。有一點焦慮。
尤其是今天工作的時候，有一點厭倦的想法。
我試圖挖掘自己的內心深處。是什麽原因。
我想，或許是原來自己太誌得意滿。
以為愛自己的人盡在掌握。
當我的內心有一點患得患失時，覺得人生如此灰燼。
一直以來，我試圖把自己陽光積極的一麵SHOW給大家。
可是我真的有足夠堅強嗎？
我真的能帶給人們我的正麵的能量嗎？
一個星期四的下午，C來到我工作的店裏，送給我一朵白色玫瑰。
心疼了一下。此時。
友誼！ R篤定地說。
聽到後，我的心淡淡失望。
剛又GOOGLE了一下，寧願相信，它曾經是純潔天真的愛。
如何，讓我能對一切都不入心。
如何，萬花叢中過，片葉不沾身的境界，隻有快樂，沒有煩惱。
我的心還是疼了那麽一小下。
C，沒做錯過什麽。
一個按摩女孩和一個有私人飛機的音樂家的丈夫，妄談友誼，都是可笑。遑論所謂“純潔的愛”呢？
你有過心微微疼痛的感覺嗎？
它像是揪在一起，再無力放手。
我聽到他說去找另外一個女孩按摩，做為送給她的生日禮物。
隻是淡淡說：那麽，不要再找我。
占有欲？不肯分享欲？抑或是不適合年齡的小委屈？嗔念？
可笑的感觸。說過之後，我的心竟然會疼痛。多可笑的感受，我入戲了？我是不是應該照照鏡子，看看我是誰？ 中國話叫：踩鼻子上臉。給臉不要臉。或者，還有很多詞匯：心比天高，命比紙薄，之類。
動感情的工作，你能做多久？你能入戲多深，你能服務多少人？你能不能把這個工作真正做好？你的根基才有多淺，竟然拿著雞毛當令箭了。
我的理想是：有一份體麵的工作，買一套體麵的房子，過一份體麵的生活。
“情”，豈非是最賤的東西。
我試圖挖掘如何能把工作做好，如何成為一個TOP的按摩師。
在1個小時之內，投入愛情給我的工作以及客人。在1個小時之內，再完整收回。不惹塵埃。
像我跟BOB,JIM說的那樣： 我對所有人都這樣，這隻是我的工作。你沒有特別。
我賤也好，貴也好，討好你也好，曖昧你也好。沒有分別，這隻是我的工作。
Recently, my heart is not very quiet. A little anxiety.
Especially in today's work, a little tired.
I tried to look into my own heart. What's wrong with me.
I think perhaps I had been too proud, but for nothing.
Can I control all love I get?
When my heart feel a little about the outcome, does life like ashes?
I have always tried to show everyone my own positive side,
but am I really strong enough?
Can I really bring my positive energy to people?
A Thursday afternoon, C came to my work place, gave me a white rose.
Distressed a bit. at this time.
Friendship! R said with conviction.
After hearing that, my heart was disappointed a little bit.
I checked on GOOGLE, preferring to believe that it was pure and innocent love.
How, can I put everything out of my heart?
How, can I get that realm: after enjoy million flowers , none stick to yourself even piece of leaves,
how can I only get happiness, no worries?
My heart still hurts a little bit.
C, did nothing wrong.
A massage girl and a private airplane's owner, a musician's hu*****and, make friendship alone, is ridiculous. Not to mention the so-called "pure love" ！
Have you ever had a slight heart pain feeling?
It's like pulling together, and then has to let go.
I heard he said he went to see another girl for a massage, as a birthday present of hers.
I said: So, don't back to see me again.
Possessive? Would not want to share? Or is it small grievances but not age-appropriate ? Anger read?
Funny feeling. my heart went so far as pain after that. More funny feeling,
I fell into a play? Should I look in the mirror and see who I am? In Chinese sayings, they called: step nose to face, Alternatively, there are many words: heart is higher to sky, life is thinner than paper.
.Emotional work, how long can you do? How far can you go, how many people can you serve?
Can you really make this work? You have more shallow roots, even holding a feather as the authority arrow?
My ideal is: a decent job, buy a decent house, had a decent life.
"Love", does that mean the cheapest thing in the ideal???
I should try my best to research how to become a TOP masseur.
In 1 hour, put my love into my work and clients and recover. Do not mess with a dust.
Like I told BOB, JIM, I said: I treat all clients like this, this is just my job. you are not special.
Whether I am cheap or I am expensive, whether I please you, or ambiguous you,
No difference, this is just my job.
尤其是今天工作的時候，有一點厭倦的想法。
我試圖挖掘自己的內心深處。是什麽原因。
我想，或許是原來自己太誌得意滿。
以為愛自己的人盡在掌握。
當我的內心有一點患得患失時，覺得人生如此灰燼。
一直以來，我試圖把自己陽光積極的一麵SHOW給大家。
可是我真的有足夠堅強嗎？
我真的能帶給人們我的正麵的能量嗎？
一個星期四的下午，C來到我工作的店裏，送給我一朵白色玫瑰。
心疼了一下。此時。
友誼！ R篤定地說。
聽到後，我的心淡淡失望。
剛又GOOGLE了一下，寧願相信，它曾經是純潔天真的愛。
如何，讓我能對一切都不入心。
如何，萬花叢中過，片葉不沾身的境界，隻有快樂，沒有煩惱。
我的心還是疼了那麽一小下。
C，沒做錯過什麽。
一個按摩女孩和一個有私人飛機的音樂家的丈夫，妄談友誼，都是可笑。遑論所謂“純潔的愛”呢？
你有過心微微疼痛的感覺嗎？
它像是揪在一起，再無力放手。
我聽到他說去找另外一個女孩按摩，做為送給她的生日禮物。
隻是淡淡說：那麽，不要再找我。
占有欲？不肯分享欲？抑或是不適合年齡的小委屈？嗔念？
可笑的感觸。說過之後，我的心竟然會疼痛。多可笑的感受，我入戲了？我是不是應該照照鏡子，看看我是誰？ 中國話叫：踩鼻子上臉。給臉不要臉。或者，還有很多詞匯：心比天高，命比紙薄，之類。
動感情的工作，你能做多久？你能入戲多深，你能服務多少人？你能不能把這個工作真正做好？你的根基才有多淺，竟然拿著雞毛當令箭了。
我的理想是：有一份體麵的工作，買一套體麵的房子，過一份體麵的生活。
“情”，豈非是最賤的東西。
我試圖挖掘如何能把工作做好，如何成為一個TOP的按摩師。
在1個小時之內，投入愛情給我的工作以及客人。在1個小時之內，再完整收回。不惹塵埃。
像我跟BOB,JIM說的那樣： 我對所有人都這樣，這隻是我的工作。你沒有特別。
我賤也好，貴也好，討好你也好，曖昧你也好。沒有分別，這隻是我的工作。
Recently, my heart is not very quiet. A little anxiety.
Especially in today's work, a little tired.
I tried to look into my own heart. What's wrong with me.
I think perhaps I had been too proud, but for nothing.
Can I control all love I get?
When my heart feel a little about the outcome, does life like ashes?
I have always tried to show everyone my own positive side,
but am I really strong enough?
Can I really bring my positive energy to people?
A Thursday afternoon, C came to my work place, gave me a white rose.
Distressed a bit. at this time.
Friendship! R said with conviction.
After hearing that, my heart was disappointed a little bit.
I checked on GOOGLE, preferring to believe that it was pure and innocent love.
How, can I put everything out of my heart?
How, can I get that realm: after enjoy million flowers , none stick to yourself even piece of leaves,
how can I only get happiness, no worries?
My heart still hurts a little bit.
C, did nothing wrong.
A massage girl and a private airplane's owner, a musician's hu*****and, make friendship alone, is ridiculous. Not to mention the so-called "pure love" ！
Have you ever had a slight heart pain feeling?
It's like pulling together, and then has to let go.
I heard he said he went to see another girl for a massage, as a birthday present of hers.
I said: So, don't back to see me again.
Possessive? Would not want to share? Or is it small grievances but not age-appropriate ? Anger read?
Funny feeling. my heart went so far as pain after that. More funny feeling,
I fell into a play? Should I look in the mirror and see who I am? In Chinese sayings, they called: step nose to face, Alternatively, there are many words: heart is higher to sky, life is thinner than paper.
.Emotional work, how long can you do? How far can you go, how many people can you serve?
Can you really make this work? You have more shallow roots, even holding a feather as the authority arrow?
My ideal is: a decent job, buy a decent house, had a decent life.
"Love", does that mean the cheapest thing in the ideal???
I should try my best to research how to become a TOP masseur.
In 1 hour, put my love into my work and clients and recover. Do not mess with a dust.
Like I told BOB, JIM, I said: I treat all clients like this, this is just my job. you are not special.
Whether I am cheap or I am expensive, whether I please you, or ambiguous you,
No difference, this is just my job.
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