If you actually believe in what you are saying, show me your proof: wirte your piece in English.
Let me tell you, confidience is built upon your understanding about yourself, about what you can and can not do, and how you overcome obsticals that life thorws in your way. It has very little to do with your English. I never felt my English is sufficient but it never stopped me from believing myself.
我崇拜 Mahatma Gandhi who had no money, wasn't 大鼻子藍眼睛, and had a strong Indian accent.But no one can dispute that he is more noble than British royal family or any dignitory in the world.