不喜歡就回去啊,說的容易,也是屁話!回國,我做夢都想,如果有一點辦法你當我還會窩居在這"水土不服"的地方,坐一天和尚撞一天鍾?!說老實話,出來十多年了,回去還能幹啥? 我不知道,心裏也沒有底。 當年出國時,少不更事,不管不顧的把自己的後路全斷了,如果現在就這樣回去了,什麽社保,醫保都沒有,到老了如果真有災有難的,還不是要拖累子女們。我們能嗎? 拚了大半輩子還不是指望他們幸福? 拖累他們的事我們死也幹不來呀,就為這,我也隻得打消回國的念想兒。
重從頭來過吧,真就沒有當年奮鬥的銳氣了。再說對國情也不甚了解,這麽多年過去了,老行當的人脈和關係鏈也都斷的差不多了,想想就英雄氣短。再說從那裏開始呢?,切入點在哪裏? 成功和失敗的比例有多少。年輕時這都不是問題,可現在現在就都是問題了。因為年輕就是資本,不用擔心失敗,有的就是時間和機會。而我們這個年紀,如果沒有什麽金剛鑽一誰兒沒人要。除了自己單挑獨鬥以外,根本沒有其它出路。不服老不行,"吾將上下求其索"已經不是我輩吆喝的口號了。這不一下子我們就從所謂的精英,淪落成最輸不起的一群人了,所以權衡利弊後也隻能守著現在的生活原地踏步走了。
回去無路,留下路亦難行(主要是精神層麵上的),思來想去,還就是我們這些人的處境最尷尬。兩頭夠不著,又兩頭都難做,如果能讓自己落得個周全吧,也算是對得起自己。但卻落得一身的饑荒,仿佛我們欠著全世界的,除了空氣不欠,誰都欠。而最大的就是情債,一是我們沒有盡孝,置"父母在不遠遊"的祖訓而不顧,越洋開荒到了地球的另一麵。二是不能盡忠(包括對自己的祖國和所在國都是如此),我們沒有為養育自己的國家做什麽,而在他鄉又"身在曹營心在漢"的三心二意,真可謂是忠孝雙失。
看著祖國一天天的強大,我開心,也鬱悶。
我們是這個時代的怪胎,不安生,不踏實,不幸福! 以為趕上了最快的一班時代列車,誰曾想開出去一大截兒,還不知道登上的是一列悶罐車,什麽都沒看清,什麽都沒弄明白,就起哄似的做了盲流。更可悲的是,現在連原點也回不去了。
曾幾何時,我們引以為榮的東西,現在看來不過是一個天大的玩笑。過去我們最驕傲的,卻恰恰是現在讓我們感到最自卑的地方。 一路走來,一直以為被你拋在腦後的人群,不是與你站在一起,就是在你的前麵,有的更是在你望塵莫及的遙遠地方。。。。。。
歲數越大就越感覺在國外沒有文化氛圍,生活在一個沒有文化的世界裏,何來精神上的豐富? 而沒有精神上的豐富又怎樣能夠快樂和幸福呢?
明月幾時有,把酒問青天。
不知天上宮闕,今夕是何年。
我欲乘風歸去,又恐瓊樓玉宇,高處不勝寒。
起舞弄清影,何似在人間。
轉朱閣,低綺戶,照無眠。
不應有恨,何事長向別時圓。
人有悲歡離合,月有陰晴圓缺,此事古難全。
但願人長久,千裏共嬋娟。
SAS Programmer/ Data Analyst
Job description:
Experience working with pharma data to include generation of datasets, and supporting statistical listings and summaries.
Responsibilities:
Collecting, organizing and distributing data to support balanced scorecards, corporate process reviews, productivity analysis and other projects
Interact with data relevant to business operations, Develop processes to load, audit, and analyze data
Monitor production processes, resolve issues within expected timelines
Requirements:
Knowledge of clinical research and regulatory guidelines
Solid experience in SAS/Base, SAS/STAT, SAS/Graph, and SAS/Macros and knowledge of statistical procedures with Unix environment
MUST have Excellent communication Skills and Interpersonal Skills
Business Analyst
Job description:
The Business Analyst's primary role is to serve as a liaison between our direct clients in financial industry and IT technical team. Understanding finance industry process, finance knowledge , and accounting knowledge is the key for this position
Responsibilities:
Gather business and project requirements
Update Documentations
Analyze Project Data and Actual costs for Projects
Requirements:
Ability to communicate and collaborate effectively with clients, management, and project teams
Excellent negotiating, problem solving and decision making skills.
Good verbal and written communication skills.
SQL Database Administer
Job description:
Participates as a member of the product development team, driving relational design and database implementation, conducting tuning and troubleshooting database-related issues
Responsibilities:
Responsible for communicating to management on status, problems, issues and underlying process problems.
Carrying out best practices during implementations including, design recommendations, coding standards and performance reviews.
Interfacing with a client team on a daily basis and helping to effectively manage client expectations and project deadlines.
Requirements:
Excellent analytical and problem solving skills
Must have computer science or Engineering Background
Benefits:
Negotiable salary
Full benefits package, including medical insurance, dental insurance and vision insurance
This is a full-time, permanent position. If interested, please send your updated resume in word format to resume@elepowerllc.com
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