For you.

Dear sister,

So thankful to recieve this lovely song from you;it's astonishingly peaceful,in listening to which I feel so deeply and truly happy at the bottom of my heart. I love the voice and the lyrics as well as the deep feelings it presents. It indeed makes me very relaxed.

Today is not a good day to me,but not so bad,either.After all,I've got my leg checked and now what I need to do is only waiting for the result. Hope it's not that serious. In the hospital I saw many old people who could not even move by themselves, and some of whom just lied quietly, if not desperately, in bed. They are so, so old, and they have obviously totally lost the ability to live independantly.Their skins look very wrinkly and their eyes lightless. It's hard to imagine how they ever looked when still young.

I passed by them, these old people who were placed in the corridors for some reason I didn't know. I turned my head again and again over my shoulder to look at them while walking, and I can tell that they were even unaware of my existence. They closed their eyes weakly, totally having no strength to notice anything happening around them. This scene sadened me very,very greatly.

That will also be our future, dear sister. Even if not that miserable, we surely will get the same old sooner or later, if not the same ill. Whenever I think of this my heart will be filled with sadness. Now I still have young skins and young look, and I still have sufficient energy and strength to accomplish some personal goals;but all these will just turn into nothing someday, and all that will grow with time going on is age weakness and, if not lucky enough, the possibility to get ill.

Dear sister,I shared these feelings with you not to make you upset or sad; I just wanted to express some very genuine views about life. After witnessing so sad lives in the hospital today I cannot hold back my strong desire for a more meaningful life. I wish I could well spend my life time and leave something for this imperfect world,otherwise my existence will just be nothing, which will mean that I might waste my life and miss the purpose God set for me.

It's always true that God created everyone for some dedicated purpose, and I hope the purpose for me can be achieved during my life time.

I also wanted to let you know how much I care about our friendship. Life will soon go to an end, but friendship will not fade into nothing; it can last till the end of our lives and even till the day we see God.

I miss you, dear sister, every day and night. To be able to get to know you is very important to me; it makes me feel full and loved all the time.

Hug you! And may dear God bless you and all your loved ones,tonight and every night......

With love and best wishes always,

Your dear kitty

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