I would say, life is short, move on~~

After careful reading, I got the feeling that you don't love him. (If you do, why you always mention God? Love is unconditional. Nothing can make you love or not love). There must be something else underneath the God that made you do all these to yourself. Green card? A life in the US? You even can't support yourself and control your life in the US! He didn't play with you, your illusion and high expectation did!

Apparently he is not the right person for you to marry and you don't love him at all, why not let it go? You have to move on~~ If you know all this, you should let it go a year ago~~ Yes low self-esteem! many American losers seeking love from Asian country have low self-esteem. They want to feel good when they talk to the "poor" girls and got cheap love from them! Soon after you got everything you need and stand up for your new life, they feel they lost everything! either you divorce him or he divorce you evetually.

So my suggestion is, if you can stand up and start a new life in the US, move on and get a new life~~ If you can't, make it you can~~

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