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When I am angry, I keep things inside and try to assimilate the anger by working it out slowly. If she is angry(like I didn't do what she liked, helping her school, working on her projects etc),she will verbally abuse me. Sometimes she attacked me physically. Life is hard for everybody. Marriage is not a contract of master and slave. Hu*****and and wife shall respect each other. But my ex use me as a tool. If she wants something, I will have to work for it. when she exhausted nearly all her ways to control me, she then attacked me and called police to have me arrested. After I was arrested, I now become really violent.I can hit her easily, maybe as a revenge. I started to understand a lot of prisoners. Many of them are actually victims. Maybe she thought she was smart in that tactic, she is actually a loser. Now I divorced her. I felt that is the rightest thing I ever do as an adult. I have 2 kids. But I am relieved that she is not with me!