you to marry him? again, no love, divorce. it is not fair just blame one side when a marriage failed. he was wrong to force you abortion. but you agreed, right? as long as you agreed, how can you just blame him? let it over. leave him and move on. donot calculate how many cents you lost. it was your choice before. i bet you know the vow: for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer,....whatever it is your marriage. no success, just divorce.