還記得我的那個比喻。我說我就像塊白布,很白很白的布,我義無反顧的投入了藍色的水裏,等我出來以後,我怎麽洗也洗不掉了,我拚命的洗,可是再也不那麽白了,留著藍色的痕跡。你說,如果再有一盆紅色的水,你說我還跳進去嗎?
我的表情很誇張,生怕對方聽不明白。
丁丁聽了,很肯定的對曉嫻就說了一句——“她是怕再受傷害”。
真奇怪,無論是當時,後來,還是很久很久以後,想起丁丁這句話,就覺得無比安慰。竟然有人,比我還了解自己。我費那麽大力氣去解釋……別人卻隻用一句話,概括出來。
今天有個人,一個總在實驗室裏做實驗的人,說了一句讓我再也不能辯駁的話:
“……就像做實驗一樣,難道失敗了,你就不再做了嗎?……”
是呀,以我的性格,如果我做實驗,失敗了我不會放棄。可是為什麽……
“蒂凡尼的早餐”,在我眼裏,Holly不是簡單的貪慕虛榮,她生活在那個圈子裏,看多了人情冷暖,再沒有勇氣去“奢望”真正的幸福。
很喜歡保羅。也為Holly終於遇到Paul深深鬆了一口氣。
最後這段讓Holly猛醒的可愛台詞。我要記下來。
-I am in love with you.
-So what?
-So what? So plenty! I love you.You belong to me.
-No,people don't belong to people.
-Of course they do.
-Nobody can put me in a cage.
-I don't want to put you in a cage. I want to love you.
-The same thing.
-No ,it's not,Holly...
-I'm not Holly.I'm not Lunemy either.I don't know who I am.
I and the cat,we are couples of no names.We belong to nobody and nobody belongs to us.We don't even belong to each other.
-Do you know what's wrong with you, Miss "who ever you are"?
You are chicken you've got no guts.
You are afraid of sticking out your chin and say, ok, life's a fact. People do fall in love. People do belong to each other.Because that's the only chance anybody gets real happieness.You call yourself a free spirit, a wild thing and terrified of somebody's gonna stick you in a cage. Well baby, you are already in that cage; you built it yourself. It's not bounded wherever you go. Because wherever you run, you just end up runing into yourself.