it is hard to get this kind of lawyer who is able to write everything instead of me. they do not understand my research works, can not get to the points to debate over the importance and significance of my works for national interest. If there is this lawyer, i could crash my cooking pan to sell the iron for making money (ZA GUO MAI TIE) to hire him to do all the works for NIW petition instead of me. No, no this kind of lawyer. i have to do it myself.