Everyone had an American dream before he came over.

Just go ahead, and you will be getting better and better. You would be regretted if you did not make a decision to come to the USA. A person's success can not be measured only by money. You will be proud of your experiences and your courage to overcome so many difficulties. You kid may also admire you when he or she grows up. Everyone has to suffer a lot before his American dream comes true.

Cheer up! Good luck!