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《天啊,它遍布星星》by K?史密斯

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2012年紐約布魯克林的黑人女詩人特雷西•K•史密斯(Tracy K. Smith)憑借第三部詩集《火星生活》(Life on Mars)摘得普利策詩歌獎桂冠,這是她收到的一份特殊的40歲生日禮物。普利策獎委員會形容這本詩集“大膽、巧妙,將讀者帶上宇宙,並讓他們真實感受到了快樂與苦痛。”《火星生活》將我們帶到很遠的地方,同時也正接近我們的家園,正如詩中寫道:“我們是他物的一部分,而不僅僅是一名過客。”她的詩風格純熟,語言玄妙。史密斯首部出版的作品為《身體的問題》(The Body’s Question)(2003),在2007年時完成了第二部詩集《魔力》(Duende)。

 

獲獎詩歌選譯--

 

 My God, It’s Full of Stars   天啊,它遍布星星  

 

              1
We like to think of it as parallel to what we know,    

Only bigger. One man against the authorities.          

Or one man against a city of zombies. One man 

我們喜歡把它想成我們熟知的世界,

隻是更大。一人對抗權威,

或對抗滿城的僵屍。一人

 

Who is not, in fact, a man, sent to understand            

The caravan of men now chasing him like red ants    

Let loose down the pants of America. Man on the run

事實上他不是人,派去理解,

一行人群起而攻之,像紅蟻

跑掉美洲的褲子。人在逃離。

 

Man with a ship to catch, a payload to drop,             

This message going out to all of space. . . . Though 

Maybe it’s more like life below the sea: silent,          

這人要趕船,要卸貨,

這信息傳遍整個太空……即使

它也許更像海底的生活:沉寂,

 

Buoyant, bizarrely benign. Relics          

Of an outmoded design. Some like to imagine           

A cosmic mother watching through a spray of stars, 

浮動著,異常柔和。像設計過時的

聖物。有人把它想成

宇宙之母透過噴霧狀的星子觀看

 

Mouthing yes, yes as we toddle toward the light,  

Biting her lip if we teeter at some ledge. Longing  

To sweep us to her breast, she hopes for the best 

嘴說是的,就這樣,當我們朝著光明蹣跚前行,  

咬緊她的嘴唇,如果我們在某個邊緣搖搖欲墜。渴望   

將我們一攬入懷,她抱最好的希望。

 

While the father storms through adjacent rooms                 

Ranting with the force of Kingdom Come,                           

Not caring anymore what might snap us in its jaw.            

而父親的暴怒響徹相鄰的房間,

以"天國降臨"的力量咆哮,

並不關心什麽會把我們嚼碎吞噬。

 

Sometimes, what I see is a library in a rural community.       

All the tall shelves in the big open room. And the pencils      

In a cup at Circulation, gnawed on by the entire population. 

有時,我看到的是一所鄉村社區圖書館。

敞開的閱覽室裏所有高大的書架。一些鉛筆

在借閱台上的杯子裏,被所有人啃咬過。

 

The books have lived here all along, belonging                    

For weeks at a time to one or another in the brief sequence 

Of family names, speaking (at night mostly) to a face,       

書籍始終在這裏,依次

在不同姓氏的人手裏呆上數周,

對一張臉(多半在夜晚),

 

A pair of eyes. The most remarkable lies.  

和一雙眼訴說。最出色的謊言。

 

          2.

 

Charlton Heston is waiting to be let in. He asked once politely.

A second time with force from the diaphragm. The third time,

He did it like Moses: arms raised high, face an apocryphal white.

查爾頓·赫斯頓等著進去。他客氣地請求一次。

第二次從隔膜發力。第三次,

他像摩西:雙臂高舉,麵色偽經般蒼白。 

 

Shirt crisp, suit trim, he stoops a little coming in,

Then grows tall. He scans the room. He stands until I gesture,

Then he sits. Birds commence their evening chatter. Someone fires

襯衫筆挺,外套整潔,他微彎著腰進來,

然後挺直。他掃了一眼房間。他站著,直到我示意,

才坐下。鳥開始入夜的啁啾。有人在樓下外麵 

 

Charcoals out below. He’ll take a whiskey if I have it. Water if I don’t.

I ask him to start from the beginning, but he goes only halfway back.

That was the future once, he says. Before the world went upside down.

點燃木炭。假如我有他會喝威士忌。沒有就喝水。

我要他從頭講起,但他從半當中開始。

那時也曾是未來,他說。在世界顛倒之前。 

 

Hero, survivor, God’s right hand man, I know he sees the blank

Surface of the moon where I see a language built from brick and bone.

He sits straight in his seat, takes a long, slow high-thespian breath,

英雄,幸存者,上帝右手邊的人,我知道他看到月球空白的

表麵,那裏我看到用磚骨堆砌的語言。

他端坐在那,緩緩吸了一口極具悲劇色彩的長氣, 

 

Then lets it go. For all I know, I was the last true man on this earth. And:

May I smoke? The voices outside soften. Planes jet past heading off or back.

Someone cries that she does not want to go to bed. Footsteps overhead.

然後呼出。就我所知,我是這個地球上最後一個真男人。又說:

我可以抽煙嗎?外麵的聲音軟化了。噴射飛機飛去或飛回。

有人哭鬧著她不想去睡覺。頭頂有腳步聲。

 

A fountain in the neighbor’s yard babbles to itself, and the night air

Lifts the sound indoors. It was another time, he says, picking up again.

We were pioneers. Will you fight to stay alive here, riding the earth

鄰居院子裏的噴泉自言自語,夜晚的空氣

抬高室內的聲音。那是另一次,他說,重新拾起話題。

我們是開拓先鋒。你會不會為了生存而戰,騎著地球

 

Toward God-knows-where? I think of Atlantis buried under ice, gone

One day from sight, the shore from which it rose now glacial and stark.

Our eyes adjust to the dark.

向著神不知鬼不覺的地方?我想到埋在冰下的亞特蘭蒂斯,有一天

從視線消失,它曾經矗立的海岸如今冰冷荒涼。

我們的眼睛適應了黑暗。

 

 

          3.

 

Perhaps the great error is believing we’re alone,

That the others have come and gone—a momentary blip—

When all along, space might be choc-full of traffic,

Bursting at the seams with energy we neither feel

Nor see, flush against us, living, dying, deciding,

Setting solid feet down on planets everywhere,

Bowing to the great stars that command, pitching stones

At whatever are their moons. They live wondering

If they are the only ones, knowing only the wish to know,

And the great black distance they—we—flicker in.

也許最大的錯誤就是相信我們是孤單的,

其他人來了又走——曇花一現——

也可能從來太空就交通擁擠,

以我們並未察覺和見到的能量爆射

衝向我們,活著,死去,決定,

在行星上四處腳踏實地,

向操縱一切的偉大星球鞠躬,

朝它們的月亮投石。他們活在好奇裏

是否隻有他們,想知而不可知,

在廣漠夜空中,他們——我們——閃爍其間

 

Maybe the dead know, their eyes widening at last,

Seeing the high beams of a million galaxies flick on

At  twilight. Hearing the engines flare, the horns

Not letting up, the frenzy of being. I want to be

One notch below bedlam, like a radio without a dial.

Wide open, so everything floods in at once.

And sealed tight, so nothing escapes. Not even time,

Which should curl in on itself and loop around like smoke.

So that I might be sitting now beside my father

As he raises a lit match to the bowl of his pipe

For the first time in the winter of 1959.

也許死者知道,他們終於睜大了眼睛,

看到百萬個星係的高光在黃昏

閃耀。聽著引擎轟響,喇叭

長鳴,處在狂熱之中。我想成為

喧鬧下的一個缺口,就像一個拿掉旋鈕的收音機。

敞開,所有一切一起湧來。

再緊緊密封,因此無法逃脫。甚至時間也不行,

它本該卷曲在自身裏,像煙霧環繞。

以便我現在可以坐在我父親身邊

當他拿起火柴點燃煙鬥

那是第一次,於1959年的冬天。

 

           4. 

 

In those last scenes of Kubrick’s 2001

When Dave is whisked into the center of space,

Which unfurls in an aurora of orgasmic light

Before opening wide, like a jungle orchid

For a love-struck bee, then goes liquid,

Paint-in-water, and then gauze wafting out and off,

Before, finally, the night tide, luminescent

And vague, swirls in, and on and on. . . .

在庫布裏克《2001》的最後幾幕場景裏

當大伍被送到太空中心,

它於高潮光暈中展開

在完全綻放之前,像叢林蘭花

對於墜入愛河的蜜蜂,然後變成液體,

水中油彩,然後薄紗般飄出飄遠,

在最後發光模糊的夜潮

不停漩入之前……

 

 In those last scenes, as he floats

Above Jupiter’s vast canyons and seas,

Over the lava strewn plains and mountains

Packed in ice, that whole time, he doesn’t blink.

In his little ship, blind to what he rides, whisked

Across the wide-screen of unparcelled time,

Who knows what blazes through his mind?

Is it still his life he moves through, or does

That end at the end of what he can name?

在那最後幾幕場景裏,當他漂流

在木星巨大的峽穀和海洋上,

越過散落著熔岩的冰封的平原

和山巒,整個過程中,他不眨一眼。

在他的小飛船裏,他看不清乘著什麽,飛越

綿延寬廣的時間長河,

誰知道什麽在他腦海中燃燒?

他仍在穿越自己的生命,或者

它在他可以命名的那一端結束?

 

On set, it’s shot after shot till Kubrick is happy,

Then the costumes go back on their racks

And the great gleaming set goes black.

現場鏡頭拍了又拍,直到庫布裏克感到滿意,

然後,服飾放回到架子原處

巨大閃光的場地變得一片漆黑。

 

 

          5.

 

When my father worked on the Hubble Telescope, he said

They operated like surgeons: scrubbed and sheathed

In papery green, the room a clean cold, a bright white.

我父親在哈勃太空望遠鏡上工作時,他說:

他們像外科醫生一樣操作,擦洗然後套在

紙質的綠色裏,房間寒冷,潔白。 

 

He’d read Larry Niven at home, and drink scotch on the rocks,

His eyes exhausted and pink. These were the Reagan years,

When we lived with our finger on The Button and struggled

他在家裏讀拉裏·尼文,喝加冰塊的蘇格蘭威士忌,

他的眼睛疲乏並布滿血絲。這是裏根時代,

我們把手指放在“按鈕”上苟且偷生,並試圖

 

To view our enemies as children. My father spent whole seasons

Bowing before the oracle-eye, hungry for what it would find.

His face lit-up whenever anyone asked, and his arms would rise

把我們的敵人當作孩子。我父親用整個季節

躬身在天眼前,渴望發現些什麽。

每當有人問起,他便會臉龐發亮,手臂高舉

 

As if he were weightless, perfectly at ease in the never-ending

Night of space. On the ground, we tied postcards to balloons

For peace. Prince Charles married Lady Di. Rock Hudson died.

仿佛他失重了,於永無止境的夜太空裏

泰然自若。在地麵,我們把明信片綁在氣球上,

為了和平。查爾斯王子和戴安娜女士結婚。洛克·哈德森去世了。 

 

We learned new words for things. The decade changed.

我們學會了用新單詞描繪事物。這十年發生了變化。 

 

The first few pictures came back blurred, and I felt ashamed

For all the cheerful engineers, my father and his tribe. The second time,

The optics jibed. We saw to the edge of all there is—

最初傳回的幾張照片模糊不清,我感到慚愧

為所有歡快的工程師,我的父親和他的部落。第二次,

光學儀器調準了。我們目之所及的邊緣

 

So brutal and alive it seemed to comprehend us back.

如此殘酷而充滿活力,它似乎反過來理解我們。

(林木譯)

 

這篇譯作得到京燕的修改指正,特此致謝!

 

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LinMu 回複 悄悄話 回複欣欣~的評論:
歡迎欣欣,上茶。
是生硬些,第一次試譯,想保持原味,還有當代詩的自由。對信雅達,我最看重信。
關鍵的是不要譯錯,請欣欣多批。
LinMu 回複 悄悄話 回複closeby的評論:
嗬嗬,近兄的感覺被愛情麻痹了~~
欣欣~ 回複 悄悄話 嗬嗬,過來留個印記,翻譯得有點僵硬了,不再像詩,像GOOGLE直譯~~~別生氣啊~~~
closeby 回複 悄悄話 對不起,提不出意見哈。對非愛情的詩,好像找不到感覺 :-)
closeby 回複 悄悄話 林兄真詩人,知識廣泛。
LinMu 回複 悄悄話 回複小小婷的評論:
跌下來砸個洞~~
小小婷 回複 悄悄話 我感覺林兄所寫的詩就像來自外太空的詩,虛無飄渺,林兄不用飛,已站在了高處~~
LinMu 回複 悄悄話 回複京燕花園的評論:
再謝謝燕子!太空那麽美妙,就怕不想回來了~~
向你學習,肯定會進步。新周愉快(……)也有沒學會的時候~~
LinMu 回複 悄悄話 回複tern2的評論:
就是不想讓我進步~~
京燕花園 回複 悄悄話 加油林木,帶著我們飛離這個世界,太空遨遊~~~

謝謝你把長詩介紹給我們,很佩服!一起進步。新周愉快(^.^)

問好tern!(^.^)
tern2 回複 悄悄話 翻譯得真不錯! 佩服。我隻讀了1.
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