What I really really want,What you really really want

這周又被指定去學習另一個tool,看英文資料頭暈眼花。typing到手指生疼。
每天坐電車很厭煩，期望明年快點到來，搬到新家裏去。

J 的體檢結果下來了，不算很理想。我要檢討一下自己，平時沒有嚴格控製好他的飲食，
以後盡量多抽出點時間來做飯，在家裏的時候少上網。
覺得在日本上班很辛苦。雖然想做好家事，多關心家人，可是一天晃悠晃悠下班回家，
全身的力氣都不知道飛到哪裏去了。

最近周末我有做飯，平時多是在外麵吃。
J 以前也會做飯，現在已經不肯費力氣做了。

不知道是不是男人在日本久了，都會沾染上不喜歡做家事的壞習慣？
我記得小時候媽媽做飯爸爸都會在一旁幫忙，兩個人有說有笑的。
可現在我做飯的時候，J就隻會坐在電腦前麵，我自己一個人多無聊啊，還會覺得有點淒涼。

東京這幾天一直在下雨。早晚很冷，害的我感冒。心情也很灰暗。
常常會莫名其妙的情緒低落。這個時候最想家，想念家裏永遠溫暖
永遠讓人有安全感的感覺。盡管自己現在也有自己的家了。。。

媽媽在視頻的時候看到我擦鼻水都會念著讓我去吃藥。
是不是最心疼自己的人永遠是父母？
在父母的眼中，我們永遠都是讓人疼的小孩，
可在愛人的眼中，我們永遠希望對方是一個堅強成熟可以依靠的大人。

唯一一件值得高興的事，是我的iPOD.一直想買它來聽小說。
昨天哥哥送給我一個。連夜在裏麵放了好多歌，今天電車上一直在聽，
spice girl的wannabe,反複反複地聽，這首讓我很喜歡的歌。。。

wanna be歌詞

Yo Tell you what I want
What I really really want
So tell me what you want
What you really really want
I'll tell you what I want
What I really really want
So tell me what you want
I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna
Really really really wanna ziga ziga ha!

If you want my future
Forget my past
If you wanna get with me
Better make it fast
Now don't go wasting
My presure's time
Get your act together we could be just fine

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends
Make it last forever
Friendship never ends
if you wanna be my lover
You have got to give
Taking is too easy but that's the way it is

What you think about that
Now you know how I feel
Say you can handle my love
Are you for real
I won't be hasty
I'll give you a try
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye

Yo I'll tell you what I want
What I really really want
So tell me what you want
What you really really want
I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna
Really really really wanna ziga ziga a!

So here's a story from A to Z
You wanna get with me you wanna listen carefully
You gotta M in the place who like in your face
You got G like MC who likes on a easy V doesn't come for free
She's a really lady
And ask for me haha you see
Slum your body down and wound it all around

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta you gotta you gotta you gotta
Slum Slum Slum Slum
Slum your body down and wound it all around
Slum your body down and ziga ziga a!

If you wanna be my lover!