1995年9月份開學以後，我在上課期間出現注意力不集中的現象。這意味著有人給我下毒。不過下毒的事實是很多年後這類現象反複發生，我才自己意識到的。實情是，1981年1982年我剛出生一兩個年頭起，就有人針對我個人開始給我下毒。
本來我讀書成績一直優異，上課思想很集中，這樣的情形貫穿我整個小學年代和初中年代。
後來我在進入高中學習前的提高班裏上課，我在提高班裏的成績是全班排名前5名。而我們班的學生是整個寶山區的尖子生的集合。
就因為我的成績是尖子生集合裏的排名前5名。這又招致了他人的嫉妒和怨恨。很快，1995年9月開學以後，我的成績便一落千丈。從此成績的排名在全年紀300多名學生裏是倒數。
1981年1982年下毒的方式跟後來也都差不多。本來我是偏瘦的體型。安靜聰明聽話。1995年被下毒以後就變得癡肥水腫。
不僅成績變差，人變胖，變蠢，連聲帶也發生了變化。
原本我是合唱隊領唱，唱高音很在行。後來被下毒以後甲狀腺就壓迫聲帶。自1995年9月以後，整整30多年，再也沒有唱過歌，更別提唱高音。
就連我自己寫字，也會因下毒而使得原本寫得周正的字形而變得歪歪扭扭。
這些下毒的藥物，都是精神病院裏提供的。因為住在精神病院裏的2年多時間裏，我反複出現精神不集中，寫字不周正，甲狀腺壓迫聲帶的狀況。而且人的體重也反反複複一會輕一會重。
最近大半年裏，我又出現無法長篇大論進行閱讀的狀況，而且字也寫得很難看，聲帶被甲狀腺壓迫。
別人都可以就學，上班，跟人正常交往。給我下毒的人卻把我困在了智商是1995年的水平。整整30多年我不能好好讀書，不能正常就業，被各種人孤立，沒有正常的人際交往圈子，當然也沒有賴以生存的生活收入。
After school started in September 1995, I began experiencing difficulty concentrating during class. This meant someone was poisoning me. However, I only realized this was happening many years later, after these symptoms repeatedly occurred. The truth is, someone had been poisoning me since I was a baby, around 1981 or 1982.
Before that, I had always been an excellent student, with excellent grades and strong concentration, throughout elementary and middle school.
Later, before entering high school, I attended a preparatory class for top students in my district. I was among the top 5 students in that class.
Because of my high academic standing, I attracted envy and resentment. Soon after school started in September 1995, my grades plummeted. My ranking dropped to the bottom of the class of over 300 students.
The method of poisoning used in 1981-1982 was similar to what happened later. I was naturally thin, quiet, intelligent, and obedient. After being poisoned in 1995, I became obese and bloated.
Not only did my grades suffer, but I also gained weight, became less intelligent, and my vocal cords were affected.
I used to be a lead singer in the choir, specializing in high notes. After being poisoned, my thyroid gland pressed on my vocal cords. Since September 1995, for over 30 years, I haven't been able to sing at all, let alone high notes.
Even my handwriting, which was once neat and legible, became messy and illegible due to the poisoning.
These poisons were supplied by the psychiatric hospital. During my more than two years of hospitalization, I repeatedly experienced difficulty concentrating, poor handwriting, and thyroid pressure on my vocal cords. My weight also fluctuated constantly.
In the past six months, I have again experienced difficulty reading long texts, my handwriting is very poor, and my vocal cords are still being compressed by my thyroid.
Everyone else can go to school, go to work and interact with others normally. The person who poisoned me trapped me at the level of IQ in 1995. For more than 30 years, I couldn't study hard, get a normal job, be isolated by all kinds of people, have no normal interpersonal circle, and certainly have no income to live on.
