【清明念懷】Big Big World + 鴻雁

爸爸五年前心髒病突發離開我們，沒見到最後一麵，連告別也沒有。我難過了很久，唱了很多悲痛的歌。很多歌唱的時候都不熟。那天聽到鏈子貼Big Big World 這首歌，不忍多聽，想到我以前也唱過，2017年的二月。

本來我這人習慣選擇的健忘，盡量記住愉快的事情，回望時，記憶是片斷的，現在想起爸爸已經不難過了隻有溫暖的懷念，放在心裏也不覺得遙遠。可決定重唱這首歌，終於第一次完整地聽一遍的時候，還是從頭到尾，淚流滿麵，止也止不住。所以到最後能平複下來完整用心把這首歌重唱，對我的意義很大！很珍惜！

 

 

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much

I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much

Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen?
Why did it all have to end?

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much

I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do feel
I will
Miss you much
Miss you much

聽到若初唱的鴻雁，想到我2016年想念爸爸的那個中秋也唱過鴻雁，就是不知怎麽音效成那樣的

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

生活要繼續過，路要繼續走，偶爾還要跑一跑，因為我知道，爸爸能看到他最愛的小女兒一直在不懈地努力。

因為疫情，所以可以不參加現場，報名沒有速度要求，對於我這種蝸牛爬的選手，能堅持下來，拿到獎牌就行。2017年已經拿過芝馬的獎牌了，如果加上這塊，離我夢想的大獎牌就又近了一步，以前覺得這輩子都不可能，現在又有了希望和目標。