《 夏家湖 》--- 職業學習--C （不遠行——）

《 夏家湖 》--- 職業學習--C （不遠行——）

 

--有星空的夜晚不是很多，這是對的。 因為人們、勞動的人們要睡眠，不遠行。我的學習、勞動、職業的，會有收入的很近的未來。減輕父、母經濟壓力日子就在一年半的準定的初春。我很平靜---我直接職業結果，是兩個姐姐，與哥哥用自己的艱苦的生活的勞動、操作、與汗水、大山裏的肩上的擔子換來的。--是親人用生命的承受與艱辛在無我，為我的職業、學習而初代價。所以，大雅寶的日子，幾年的時光有了新的含義。第一回生命中有了壓力。之後，焊接、職業焊接，工業焊接，不可以有問題的焊接--從我的手中被質量檢驗。人們用之我的鍋爐、自行車、大梁、各類工業成品。我的學習、有著真實意義的真實的學習就在大雅寶的月光之下的疲憊睡眠的重複之中開始了。這年我十七歲，夏家湖的集中營的日子結束之後的第二年。

 

---蹲著幹活、操作手中焊鉗搶是件難事。還有各種姿態、角度、高度、不協調的手與身體平衡的緩衝的擺度。我很在行。因為，我是五河縣排球隊主力副攻。彈跳驚了教練。和八十五中學的北京的排球隊。這些支撐了我的焊接學習。日後當媽媽爸爸第一次來到的焊接操作的車間現場---他們驚傻了。這種現場與戰場、與戰場、噪音與化學氣味、我的著裝與汗跡與塵土、飛濺火光融合在了一起---場麵驚人。---- 父親看到了另一個嘶鳴的場景。他的這個年齡是身在一樣嘶鳴的場麵---陣仗的、血肉飛濺的、子彈呼嘯的、槍炮大做、碎石沾著人的鮮血橫飛的----，父親嚴肅起來---，我知道這場麵讓家人不悅，不應該觀看生活的真實的另一麵、一個讓身心不健康的真實--。

 

---累了、疲憊了，我會來到車間大門的外麵。這門高大無比。遠遠的地方是北方的農田。平展，闊大---伸展到燕山山腳之下。--我點燃一支煙，就我一個人。又靜了下來。農人在田地裏麵，遠處是通向十三陵的公駱。馬車、人、自行車、卡車，在遠處是山，那山我去過。石頭的、荊棘的、山河、山泉、山地、山峰和山腳。有殘破的石廟、寺廟、墳岡---農人家的，貝勒府的，無人知曉的，被時間忘卻的----長長記憶的緬懷！

 

"Xiajia Lake"--- Vocational Learning---C (Do not travel far--)

 

--There are not many nights with starry sky, which is correct. Because people and working people want to sleep and don't travel far. My studies, labor, and occupation will have a near future with income. The day to relieve the financial pressure of the father and mother is the early spring of a year and a half. I am very calm---the direct result of my career is that my two sisters and my brother exchanged their hard work, manipulation, sweat, and the burden on the shoulders of the mountains. --It is the endurance and hardships of the relatives who use their lives to pay for my career and study. Therefore, Dayabao’s days and years have gained new meaning. There was pressure in my first life. After that, welding, professional welding, industrial welding, and no problematic welding-quality inspection from my hands. People use my boilers, bicycles, beams, and various industrial products. My learning, the real learning with real meaning, began in the repetition of tired sleep under the moonlight of Dayabao. I was seventeen this year, the second year after the end of the concentration camp in Xiajiahu.

 

---It is difficult to squat to work and operate the welding tongs. There are also various postures, angles, heights, uncoordinated hand and body balance cushion swings. I am good at it. Because I am the main offense of the Wuhe County Volleyball Team. The jumping surprised the coach. And Beijing's volleyball team from 85 Middle School. These support my welding study. Later, when mom and dad came to the welding workshop site for the first time---they were shocked. This kind of scene and battlefield, and battlefield, noise and chemical smell, my dress, sweat and dust, splashing firelight blend together --- the scene is amazing. ---- Father saw another neighing scene. His age is in the same neighing scene---fighting, blood-splattering, bullets roaring, gunshots, gravel stained with people's blood flying all over--, his father became serious- --, I know that this scene makes my family unhappy, and I should not watch the other side of life, a reality that makes the body and mind unhealthy--.

 

---Tired, exhausted, I will come outside the workshop gate. This door is very tall. Far away is the farmland in the north. It is flat and wide---stretching to the foot of Yanshan Mountain. --I light a cigarette and I am alone. It fell silent again. The farmer is in the field, and in the distance is the male Luo leading to the Ming Tombs. Horse-drawn carriages, people, bicycles, trucks, there are mountains in the distance, which I have been to. Stones, thorns, mountains, rivers, springs, mountains, peaks and foothills. There are broken stone temples, temples, graves---farmers, Baylor House, unknown, and forgotten by time---by long memories so on!