Feel bad

I never want to hurt anyone. I believe myself is a very sensitive and week man. I do not have the capability to hurt people. But I hurted you. 

Did I hurt you? you are my dearest, my best, my brightest. But one day I realized I hurted you badly. I feel sad, I want to cry, I want to run. But I can not do anything to remedy my fault, I feel hopeless, helpless. I am lost. I do not know what to do, what to say. Suddenly I want my mom. I wan to cry before my mom. Though I think I never cried beofre my mom actually. But now I want.