MANY HAPPY RETURNS , MY DEAREST MISS FLORA

MANY HAPPY RETURNS , MY DEAREST MISS FLORA Today is your Birthday , my irreplicable Love You are a colorful light weaving my life behind n ahead , below n above I've tried very hard to escape from you as a scapegoat And blocking rushing river by sword only makes it faster flow You are carved in my soul n cast in my heart  Time's ruthless Scythe  can never cut us apart The lovesickness grows larger n larger as time flies That it sings n cries , sobs n smiles , licks n bites yet never dies Today is Death day of Madam Mao , the aborted Red Queen Banner Holder of the Cultural Revolution then counter-revolutionary as me "The Beauty looked like you " when hiking on hill ever green Where Saturn or Death was far from her though not free Is it by chance or doomed that your Birth is her Death  Is it possible that our coming means their old Time dying Time will reveal in time all the secrets alive or dead What will be will be no matter we are doing or lying It is much better or lighter if we trust all in God Unfortunately my free will can't stop chiming in my thinking gourd "To be or not to be " is always boiling in the dark pot It might be the restless Hope that ignites my buried desire And without Hope the world would rest in peace forever Love , the first born , with honey in one hand n another , Fire That we are dancing in white cloud or struggling in black dire And the saying goes that Beauty , the disastrous flood , breaks city n state Perfect Love inevitably drills bloody holes in our life The best one is not necessarily found between wife n husband Because Cupid is born blind n with arrow n bow in hand So I hope our past , present n future in sunwinism.net land That we can celebrate the 5th Anniversary of our Web True CR comes just one day after yr Birth n her Death