關於生命質量

我本人要的是生命質量，不能享受生活就沒有生命質量。

比如老年癡呆晚期長期用呼吸機癌症晚期劇烈痛疼等等，我不會苟且人世。

我和老公兒子同事都說過這個觀點，假如哪天突然病倒腦子不行做不了主，我的醫療決定就是DNR。

我公婆生前的遺囑是：comfort care only，我父母生前也這麽說還立過遺囑（怕糊塗了改口），我哥嫂也這麽說，我嫂子更絕，說哪天我哥走了，她也淹死，因為她不想成為子女的負擔。

我媽生前則說，假如哪天老爸死了，她會好好的活著：）假如她先走，她會小跑，絕不回頭，把老父親丟的遠遠的，她真的跑了3年才讓老父親走：）看得出來夫妻感情不怎麽樣哈。我媽一輩子不麻煩人，大麵積心梗過世也沒受苦，我爸過世前2個月摔了才不能自理。

很多西人老人都是DNR，醫院裏不少癌症晚期的病人也是，這個和很多國內人的想法不一樣。

遺囑要趁清醒的時候寫，因為老了糊塗了就不記得以前怎麽想的，好死不如賴活著是動物的本能，我爸開始糊塗的2年天天吵著要住院，有時自己走到醫院去，醫生打電話要我哥去接回家.

能享受生活的時候好好享受生活，不枉來人世一趟，記得30多歲的時候，我爸就跟我這麽說過。

假如我被診斷晚期癌症轉移還不影響出行的話，我會像“bucket list”電影裏2位男主角做的那樣，出去浪。

喜歡 george carlin 寫的：

life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely, in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "holy shit, what a ride!"

更喜歡他寫的這個：

The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends, I mean, life is tough. it takes up a lot of your time. what do you get at the end of it? A Death! What is that, a bonus?  

I think the life cycle is all backwards. you should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. you get kicked out when you are too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. you work forty years until you are young enough to enjoy your retirement. you do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. you go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating......and you finish off as an orgasm!