Jane Eyre

這幾天異常寒冷。早晨送兒子去學校，路上車輛稀疏。看了好幾次表，總是懷疑出來晚了把大家的上班高峰期錯過了。時間顯示如常，隻是真的沒有了平時車輛的擁堵。難道天氣冷得大家都不上班了麽？天下竟有這麽幸福的人。 

車窗外天空湛藍，在冰涼的寒意中，清澈的天空和禿裸的樹枝構成的景致讓我突然想起瘦骨嶙峋的老人。為什麽呢，同樣的單薄同樣的孱弱？有些意念倏然到訪，它們好似漫無目的，卻又和心情有著某種隱秘的聯係，不能割舍。

到了工作單位，發現找不到那個可以給我安排test bench的人。這隻是個借口，我知道是個借口。就看一個上午的書吧，下午開始幹活兒。我拿出從網上打印下來的Jane Eyre，像捧著本document似的，隨著Jane 的眼睛遊走到遙遠的時空裏。Charlotte Bronte， 我相信就是Jane Eyre本人，在這一章裏顯出了繪畫的藝術氣質。我也終於明白她的作品裏極強的景物描寫和人物肖像的刻畫，是以一個畫家的眼睛來實現的，簡單不冗贅，清晰不含混，飄著色彩，生著氣息，飛翔著畫家特有的想象力。 

電話響起來，是LG。"喂，我的meeting取消，沒lunch了，陪我出去吃飯吧。"

"不行，不要去，今天太冷了。好不容易兒子上了全天pre-school，中午不用出去接了。"

"好吧。"

我的目光回到書頁上，Rochester問Jane他handsome嗎？電話鈴又響起來。

"你不去我就餓著。"

"嗬嗬，那就餓著吧，又不是餓我，我帶飯了。"我拿出開心果劈劈啪啪的撥殼。

"那就看著我吃啊。"

"不去就不去，人家帶飯了呀。"

放下電話。 Rochester開始變得talkative，他說的話Jane聽不懂，我也不懂。但他隱隱的可愛起來，我想Jane和我的想法應該一致。電話鈴第三次響起來。

"我餓死了，你陪我去吃飯。"

"我都一早晨沒幹活了，下午還要去接女兒練體操。"

"那我去接行了吧。我等你，不見不散。"

到不是真的要他去接。孩子們更prefer我這個driver。

穿了外套走到冰冷的陽光裏，寒風撲麵，高跟鞋清脆的響在凍結的地麵上。嗯，執著的癩皮精神，嗬嗬，看來我比較容易yield to執著。還是，還是，還是對距他千裏之外的一種補償呢？都有吧。。。

之後的Rochester，漸漸可愛，漸漸迷人，漸漸。。。令人傾倒———

"How do you do?" he asked.

"I am very well, sir."

"Why did you not come and speak to me in the room?"

I thought I might have retorted the question on him who put it:  but I would not take that freedom.  I answered -

"I did not wish to disturb you, as you seemed engaged, sir."

"What have you been doing during my absence?"

"Nothing particular; teaching Adele as usual."

"And getting a good deal paler than you were--as I saw at first sight.  What is the matter?"

"Nothing at all, sir."

"Did you take any cold that night you half drowned me?"

"Not she least."

"Return to the drawing-room:  you are deserting too early."

"I am tired, sir."

He looked at me for a minute.

"And a little depressed," he said.  "What about?  Tell me."

"Nothing--nothing, sir.  I am not depressed."

"But I affirm that you are:  so much depressed that a few more words would bring tears to your eyes--indeed, they are there now, shining and swimming; and a bead has slipped from the lash and fallen on to the flag.  If I had time, and was not in mortal dread of some prating prig of a servant passing, I would know what all this means. Well, to-night I excuse you; but understand that so long as my visitors stay, I expect you to appear in the drawing-room every evening; it is my wish; don't neglect it.  Now go, and send Sophie for Adele.  Good-night, my-"  He stopped, bit his lip, and abruptly left me.

。。。。。。

讀Charlotte Bronte的文字，就像在攫采花朵，滿天滿地滿眼的絢麗，芬芳，和醉人的幽香。。。 


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