你必須要找到你所鍾愛的東西

Jobs說：你必須要找到你所鍾愛的東西

 You’ve got to find what you love,’ Jobs says

This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.

我今天很榮幸能和你們一起參加畢業典禮，斯坦福大學是世界上最好的大學之一（歡呼）。我從來沒有從大學中畢業。說實話,今天也許是在我的生命中離大學畢業最近的一天了（笑）。今天我想向你們講述我生活中的三個故事。不是什麽大不了的事情,也不是講大道理，隻是三個故事而已。

第一個故事是關於如何把生命中的點點滴滴串連起來。

我在裏德學院（Reed College）讀了六個月之後就退學了,但是在大約一年半以後——我真正作出退學決定之前,我還經常去學校旁聽。那麽，我為什麽要退學呢?（呼聲）

故事的從我出生前講起。我的生母是一個年輕的、未婚的在校研究生。她決定讓別人收養我, 非常希望收養我的是有大學學曆的人。所以，她已經安排好了一切，能使我一出生就被一名律師和他的妻子所收養。但是她沒有料到,當我出生之後,律師夫婦突然決定他們想要一個女孩。所以我的生養父母（他們還在我親生父母的觀察名單上）突然在半夜接到了一個電話:“我們現在這兒有一個不小心生出來的男嬰,你們想要他嗎？”他們回答道: “當然！”但是我生母隨後發現，我的養母從來沒有上過大學,我的養父甚至從沒有讀過高中。所以她拒絕在收養文件上簽字。沒幾個月,我的生母心軟了，因為我的父母答應她一定要讓我上大學。

在十七歲那年,我真的上了大學。但是我很愚蠢的選擇了一個幾乎和你們斯坦福大學一樣貴的學校, 我父母還處於藍領階層，他們幾乎把所有積蓄都花在了我的學費上麵。在六個月後, 我已經看不到其中的價值所在。我不知道自己想要在一生中做什麽,我也不知道大學能幫助我找到怎樣的答案。但是在這裏，我幾乎花光了我父母這一輩子的所有積蓄。所以我決定要退學,我覺得這是個正確的決定。不能否認,我當時確實非常的害怕, 但是現在回頭看看,那的確是我有生以來做出的最棒的決定之一（笑）。在我做出退學決定的那一刻, 我終於可以不必去選讀那些令我提不起絲毫興趣的課程了。然後我還可以去旁聽那些有點意思的課程。

但是這一點都不羅曼蒂克。我沒有了宿舍，所以隻能睡在朋友房間的地板上；我去撿5美分的可樂瓶子，僅僅為了填飽肚子，在星期天的晚上，我需要走七英裏的路程，穿過這個城市到 Krishna寺廟（注：位於紐約Brooklyn下城），隻是為能吃上每周才能享用一頓的美餐。但是我喜歡這樣。我跟著我的直覺和好奇心走，遇到的很多東西,此後被證明是無價之寶。讓我給你們舉一個例子吧：

裏德學院在那時提供也許是全美最好的美術字課程。在這個大學裏麵的每個海報，每個抽屜的標簽上麵全都是漂亮的美術字。因為我退學了，不用去正常上課, 所以我決定去參加這個課程，去學學怎樣寫出漂亮的美術字。我學到了san serif 和serif字體（注:非襯線字和襯線字），我學會了怎麽樣在不同的字母組合之中改變空格的長度，還有怎麽樣才能作出最棒的印刷式樣。那是科學永遠不能捕捉到的、美麗的、真實的藝術精妙，我發現那實在是妙不可言。

當時看起來這些東西在我的生命中，好像都沒有什麽實際應用的可能。但是十年之後，當我們在設計第一台Macintosh電腦的時候，就不是那樣了。我把當時我學的那些東西全部設計進了Mac。那是第一台使用了精美印刷字體的電腦。如果我當時沒有退學，就不會有機會去參加這個我感興趣的美術字課程， Mac就不會有這麽多豐富的字體，以及賞心悅目的字體間距。如果windows沒有抄襲MAC，（笑）那麽現在個人電腦就不會有現在這麽美妙的字型了。（鼓掌，歡呼）當然我在大學的時候，還不可能把從前的點點滴滴串連起來，但是當我十年後回顧這一切的時候，真的豁然開朗了。

再次說明的是，你在向前展望的時候不可能將這些片斷串連起來；你隻能在回顧的時候將點點滴滴串連起來。所以你必須相信這些片斷會在你未來的某一天串連起來。你必須要相信某些東西：你的勇氣、目的、生命、因緣。這樣做從沒讓我的希望落空過，隻是讓我的生命更加地與眾不同而已。

我的第二個故事是關於愛和損失的。

我非常幸運，因為我在很早的時候就找到了我鍾愛的東西。Woz和我在二十歲的時候就在父母的車庫裏麵開創了蘋果公司。我們工作得很努力，十年之後，這個公司從那兩個車庫中的窮光蛋發展到了超過四千名的雇員、價值超過二十億的大公司。在公司成立的第九年，我們剛剛發布了最好的產品,那就是 Macintosh。我也快要到三十歲了。在那一年，我被炒了魷魚。你怎麽可能被你自己創立的公司炒了魷魚呢? （笑）嗯，在蘋果快速成長的時候，我們雇用了一個很有天分的家夥和我一起管理這個公司，在最初的幾年,公司運轉的很好。但是後來我們對未來的看法發生了分歧，最終我們吵了起來。當爭吵不可開交的時候，董事會站在了他的那一邊。所以在三十歲的時候，我被炒了。在這麽多人的眼皮下我被炒了。在而立之年，我生命的全部支柱離自己遠去，這真是毀滅性的打擊。

在最初的幾個月裏，我真是不知道該做些什麽。我把從前的創業激情給丟了，我覺得自己讓與我一同創業的人都很沮喪。我和David Pack（惠普創始人之一）和Bob Boyce(英特爾創建者之一)見麵，並試圖向他們道歉。我把事情弄得糟糕透了，我甚至想逃離矽穀。但是我漸漸發現了曙光，我仍然喜愛我從事的事業。在蘋果公司發生的這些事情絲毫沒有改變這一點，一點也沒有。我被驅逐了，但是我仍然鍾愛它。所以我決定重頭再來。

我當時沒有覺察，但是事後證明，從蘋果公司被炒是我這輩子最好的事情。因為，作為一個成功者的沉重感被作為一個創業者的輕鬆感所取代了：對任何事情都不那麽特別看重。這讓我覺得如此自由，進入了我生命中最有創造力的時期之一。

在接下來的五年裏, 我創立了一個名叫NeXT的公司, 還有一個叫Pixar的公司, 然後和一個後來成為我妻子的優雅女人相識。Pixar 製作了世界上第一個用電腦製作的動畫電影——“玩具總動員”，Pixar現在也是世界上最成功的電腦製作工作室。（鼓掌、歡呼）在後來的一係列運轉中， Apple收購了NeXT，然後我又回到了Apple公司。我們在NeXT發展的技術在Apple的複興之中發揮了關鍵作用。我還和Laurence 一起建立了一個幸福的家庭。

我可以非常肯定，如果我不被Apple開除的話，這其中一件事情也不會發生的。這個良藥的味道實在是太苦了，但是我想病人需要這個藥。有些時候，生活會拿起一塊磚頭向你的腦袋上猛拍一下。不要失去信心。我很清楚唯一使我一直走下去的，就是我做的事情令我無比鍾愛。你需要去找到你所愛的東西。對於工作是如此, 對於你的愛人也是如此。你的工作將會占據生活中很大的一部分。你隻有相信自己所做的是偉大的工作，你才能怡然自得。如果你現在還沒有找到喜歡什麽，那麽就繼續找、不要停下來、全心全意的去找，當你找到的時候你就會知道的。就像任何真誠的關係，曆久彌新。所以繼續找，直到你找到它，不要停止！（鼓掌）

我的第三個故事是關於死亡的.

當我十七歲的時候，我讀到了一句話：“如果你把每一天都當作生命中最後一天去生活的話，那麽總有一天你會發現自己是正確的。”（笑）這句話給我留下了深刻的印象。從那時開始，在33年中，每天早晨我都會對著鏡子問自己:“如果今天是我生命中的最後一天，你會不會完成你今天想做的事情呢？”當答案連續很多次被給予“不是”的時候，我知道自己需要改變某些事情了。

“記住你即將死去”是我一生中遇到的最重要箴言。它幫我指明了生命中重要的選擇。因為幾乎所有的事情，包括所有的榮譽、所有的驕傲、所有對難堪和失敗的恐懼，這些在死亡麵前都會消失。我看到的是留下的真正重要的東西。

你有時候會思考你將會失去某些東西，“記住你即將死去”是我知道的避免這些想法的最好辦法。你已經赤身裸體了，你沒有理由不去跟隨自己的心一起跳動。

大概一年以前，我被診斷出癌症。我在早晨七點半做了一個檢查，檢查清楚的顯示在我的胰腺有一個腫瘤。我當時都不知道胰腺是什麽東西。醫生告訴我那很可能是一種無法治愈的癌症，我還有三到六個月的時間活在這個世界上。我的醫生叫我回家，然後整理好我的一切，那就是醫生宣布準備死亡的程序。那意味著你將要把未來十年對你小孩說的話在幾個月裏麵說完；那意味著把每件事情都搞定，讓你的家人會盡可能輕鬆的生活；那意味著你要說“再見了”。

我整天和那個診斷書一起生活。後來有一天早上我作了一個活切片檢查，醫生將一個內窺鏡從我的喉嚨伸進去，通過我的胃，然後進入我的腸子，用一根針在我的胰腺上的腫瘤上取了幾個細胞。我當時很鎮靜，因為我被注射了鎮定劑。但是我的妻子在那裏，後來告訴我，當醫生在顯微鏡地下觀察這些細胞的時候他們開始尖叫，因為這些細胞最後竟然是一種非常罕見的、可以用手術治愈的胰腺癌細胞。我做了這個手術，現在我痊愈了。（鼓掌）

那是我最接近死亡的時候，我還希望這也是以後的幾十年最接近的一次。從死亡線上又活了過來，死亡對我來說，隻是一個有用但是純粹是知識上的概念的時候，我可以更肯定一點地對你們說：

沒有人願意死, 即使人們想上天堂，人們也不會為了去那裏而死。（笑）但是死亡是我們每個人共同的終點。從來沒有人能夠逃脫它，也應該如此。因為死亡就是生命中最好的一個發明。它將舊的清除以便給新的讓路。你們現在是新的，但是從現在開始不久以後，你們將會逐漸的變成舊的然後被清除。我很抱歉這很具有戲劇性, 但是這十分的真實。

你們的時間很有限，所以不要將他們浪費在重複其他人的生活上。不要被教條束縛，那意味著你和其他人思考的結果一起生活。不要被其他人喧囂的觀點掩蓋你真正的內心的聲音。還有最重要的是，你要有勇氣去聽從你直覺和心靈的指示——它們在某種程度上知道你想要成為什麽樣子，所有其他的事情都是次要的。（鼓掌）

當我年輕的時候，有一本叫做“整個地球的目錄”振聾發聵的雜誌，它是我們那一代人的聖經之一。它是一個叫Stewart Brand的家夥在離這裏不遠的Menlo Park書寫的，他象詩一般神奇地將這本書帶到了這個世界。那是六十年代後期，在個人電腦出現之前，所以這本書全部是用打字機、剪刀還有偏光鏡製作的。有點像用軟皮包裝的google，在google出現三十五年之前：這是理想主義的，其中有許多靈巧的工具和偉大的想法。

Stewart和他的夥伴出版了幾期的“整個地球的目錄”，當它完成了自己使命的時候，他們做出了最後一期的目錄。那是在七十年代的中期，你們的時代。在最後一期的封底上是清晨鄉村公路的照片，如果你有冒險精神的話，你可以自己找到這條路的。在照片之下有這樣一段話：“求知若飢，虛心若愚。”這是他們停刊的告別語。“求知若飢，虛心若愚。”我總是希望自己能夠那樣，現在，在你們即將畢業，開始新的旅程的時候, 我也希望你們能做到這樣：

求知若飢，虛心若愚。

(Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish )

非常感謝你們。（長時間鼓掌）

'You've got to find what you love,' Jobs says This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005. I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories. The first story is about connecting the dots. I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out? It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college. And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting. It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example: Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating. None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later. Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life. My second story is about love and loss. I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating. I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over. I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life. During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together. I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle. My third story is about death. When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart. About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes. I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now. This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept: No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary. When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions. Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. Thank you all very much. 轉自：blog中文翻譯