down, down, down

alright, I admit, that I feel very stressed. My tooth is hurting, my email got hacked, I have to contact those people that I'd rather they forget about me. And I am depressed that I don't have someone there for me, that can hold me in his arm and comfort me. Its a dream that will never come true. They told me that its never too late to do anything, but is it true? life is a journey and its short, should I follow the fate or should I fight with it?