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好久沒有寫BLOG，看到一些留言，深受感動，竟然有人惦記我，很惶恐。因為一直很忙，不自主的把寫日記的習慣放下了，今天重新想了一下，寫日記是個好習慣，應該繼續，而且這樣一個‘混亂’的時代，留下一些當時的想法和記錄，也算我見證過曆史。
地震，海嘯，核輻射，3個出現頻率最高的詞，在每一天的媒體報道中和網絡言論混戰中。對於我來說，似乎意義不大。地震，那天我經過了，恐懼，也感受過了，人還活著，覺得真好，更加無比熱愛生活。海嘯很遠，在電視上看到，重新考慮自己將來要住在海邊的打算。核輻射，似乎沒有感覺，每天打開電視都是專家們在反反複複討論各種可能性，各種媒體都在散布恐慌情緒，然後呢？不吃不喝，逃到火星去？我不是核工業專家，與其自己給自己製造恐慌情緒，我寧願相信專業人士會盡力做好他們的工作。在我的issue list裏，排在前三位的是，current project, diet, kevin.
Current project... I even have no idea where to start, its way too frustrating. Not in a mood to talk about it, but I do really expect a big promotion and pay raise next year, for all the effort and extra hours.
Diet, oh... man, its painful! 也不知道前一陣我的食欲為什麽那麽好，再加上從聖誕節到新年一直不停的drink nights, 我的體重直線上升。本來我打算完全無視這種狀況，但月初的時候回國見到父母，竟然連他們都說我‘肉好像多了點兒’，我老爸的原話。實在打擊太大，痛下決心，減肥。非常胖的人減肥很容易見效，但我離非常胖還有很大的距離，隻是一些extra weight, 不是很容易見效，很打擊我的積極性。每天去公司gym跑上5公裏，加上weightlifting, 還要控製飲食，需要很大的自製力。核輻射，要幾年幾十年才會知道有沒有影響，但extra weight, 隻要1-2個月天氣轉暖，立即看得出！Thats my motivation, so will work hard on it.
Kevin... What can I say? 地震那天，我當時想，如果這麽死了，真是不甘心，didnt get chance to kick his ass yet, lol... 當天他給我發msgs，問我情況如何，有沒有危險，我說，’you worried about me?’‘Of course!’他答，我真的覺得有些意外，很多時候我不明白他在想什麽。Sometimes it might be easier that if he doesnt care at all, then I could give up completely before we drag each other down to the same trial again. I think I probably love him, but just cos of that, I cant do or say anything, isnt it strange? I dont know... Let it be whatever it is.
Anyway, I got a bit stress recently, earthquake, radiation, work, personal life... whatever. So for golden week holiday, I decide to go to east coast for some random trips. The sweetest guy F, who is living in D.C. now, generously offers his guestroom to me, so I booked the flight ticket already. It might be fun, lol.
Other than that, I think I wanna move, but too lazy to look around for a new apartment. Too many things going on, we will see.
地震，海嘯，核輻射，3個出現頻率最高的詞，在每一天的媒體報道中和網絡言論混戰中。對於我來說，似乎意義不大。地震，那天我經過了，恐懼，也感受過了，人還活著，覺得真好，更加無比熱愛生活。海嘯很遠，在電視上看到，重新考慮自己將來要住在海邊的打算。核輻射，似乎沒有感覺，每天打開電視都是專家們在反反複複討論各種可能性，各種媒體都在散布恐慌情緒，然後呢？不吃不喝，逃到火星去？我不是核工業專家，與其自己給自己製造恐慌情緒，我寧願相信專業人士會盡力做好他們的工作。在我的issue list裏，排在前三位的是，current project, diet, kevin.
Current project... I even have no idea where to start, its way too frustrating. Not in a mood to talk about it, but I do really expect a big promotion and pay raise next year, for all the effort and extra hours.
Diet, oh... man, its painful! 也不知道前一陣我的食欲為什麽那麽好，再加上從聖誕節到新年一直不停的drink nights, 我的體重直線上升。本來我打算完全無視這種狀況，但月初的時候回國見到父母，竟然連他們都說我‘肉好像多了點兒’，我老爸的原話。實在打擊太大，痛下決心，減肥。非常胖的人減肥很容易見效，但我離非常胖還有很大的距離，隻是一些extra weight, 不是很容易見效，很打擊我的積極性。每天去公司gym跑上5公裏，加上weightlifting, 還要控製飲食，需要很大的自製力。核輻射，要幾年幾十年才會知道有沒有影響，但extra weight, 隻要1-2個月天氣轉暖，立即看得出！Thats my motivation, so will work hard on it.
Kevin... What can I say? 地震那天，我當時想，如果這麽死了，真是不甘心，didnt get chance to kick his ass yet, lol... 當天他給我發msgs，問我情況如何，有沒有危險，我說，’you worried about me?’‘Of course!’他答，我真的覺得有些意外，很多時候我不明白他在想什麽。Sometimes it might be easier that if he doesnt care at all, then I could give up completely before we drag each other down to the same trial again. I think I probably love him, but just cos of that, I cant do or say anything, isnt it strange? I dont know... Let it be whatever it is.
Anyway, I got a bit stress recently, earthquake, radiation, work, personal life... whatever. So for golden week holiday, I decide to go to east coast for some random trips. The sweetest guy F, who is living in D.C. now, generously offers his guestroom to me, so I booked the flight ticket already. It might be fun, lol.
Other than that, I think I wanna move, but too lazy to look around for a new apartment. Too many things going on, we will see.
哈 評論的時候才發現是3。30寫的捏，那天是我生日勒！嘿嘿 自我認為還蠻巧合滴嘛
好了。。繼續潛水去了。。