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上周五和曉一起吃晚飯，好久不見，從她那兒聽到不少高中同學的消息。我的高中同學中有好多已經“晉級”為人父母，I was kinda shocked, could hardly imagine those buddies with some crying babies, 高中的時光好像就在昨天一樣。我好不容易才開始覺得安定的relationship不是件壞事，結婚或許也不會象想象的那麽痛苦，but they already on the next stage of having babies, I am left out again, DANG! 大學2年級以前，我一直是個按部就班的“好孩子”，努力學習，成績優秀，上好的中學，進名牌大學... 然後，突然有一天，“基因突變”一樣，I am off the rails. 我的朋友們依舊沿著原有的軌道前進，--進大公司就職，安分且勤懇的工作，安定的戀愛，自然而然的結婚，生子... 而我呢，like sitting in a roller coaster, enjoying the ups and downs in life, well, for sure, its very much fun, but is it alright? I believe that there is not only one way to live our lives, but the "normal" way probably would be the easiest one, and no matter how rebellious we could be in our young days, sooner or later, we might have to get back on the rails, that is just how the society works. But its so tough to make the decision to stick with one thing, one way, when you know there are so many options out there, and such a big world to explore, so, life is about to have new experiences? or to achieve the perfection in whatever we doing?
今天在網上遇見George，好像有好幾個星期都沒有見他上網，我知道他很忙，他太太懷孕，且即將生產。結果，big news, George just became a father yesterday, a boy! Is it a baby boom something recently? Why everybody is having babies??? George興奮的給我發他兒子的照片，很可愛的baby，雖然正麵照看起來有點像隻小猴子，LOL. George念念叨叨的講著baby的眼睛有多大，鼻子有多高，嘴唇多漂亮，我笑，“Yes, will be just another heart breaker when he grows up.”聽他說，他太太整整“生”了16個小時，他從昨天開始一直都守在醫院，“Now I fully understand how great motherhood is, women are risking their own lives to give birth...”Well，我百分之二百的理解母親的偉大，每一個母親都很勇敢，but, what George said scared me so much. The whole idea of having a baby just terrifies me, not only the painful part of giving birth, but the huge responsibility for a new life, I cant do it, I cant even imagine that. My mom said, as a woman, if she has never given birth, her life is not completed. I dont know how much I have completed my mother's life, but for now, there is no any space in my life needed to be completed by a baby. I feel uncomfortable abt this baby issue, just like 5 years ago I felt the same for marriage, maybe I need another 5 years or less to get ready for it, according to some "experienced" people, women, once over 30, they would love to have their own babies. Well, then we will see.
今天在網上遇見George，好像有好幾個星期都沒有見他上網，我知道他很忙，他太太懷孕，且即將生產。結果，big news, George just became a father yesterday, a boy! Is it a baby boom something recently? Why everybody is having babies??? George興奮的給我發他兒子的照片，很可愛的baby，雖然正麵照看起來有點像隻小猴子，LOL. George念念叨叨的講著baby的眼睛有多大，鼻子有多高，嘴唇多漂亮，我笑，“Yes, will be just another heart breaker when he grows up.”聽他說，他太太整整“生”了16個小時，他從昨天開始一直都守在醫院，“Now I fully understand how great motherhood is, women are risking their own lives to give birth...”Well，我百分之二百的理解母親的偉大，每一個母親都很勇敢，but, what George said scared me so much. The whole idea of having a baby just terrifies me, not only the painful part of giving birth, but the huge responsibility for a new life, I cant do it, I cant even imagine that. My mom said, as a woman, if she has never given birth, her life is not completed. I dont know how much I have completed my mother's life, but for now, there is no any space in my life needed to be completed by a baby. I feel uncomfortable abt this baby issue, just like 5 years ago I felt the same for marriage, maybe I need another 5 years or less to get ready for it, according to some "experienced" people, women, once over 30, they would love to have their own babies. Well, then we will see.
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