10/16 星期二
(2007-10-15 21:51:01)
下一個
頭暈, 昨晚又喝多了, 遲到. S病了, 來得比我還晚, lucky...
昨晚和Rob約好一起吃晚飯, 他今天去上海, business trip, for the whole week. 通常Rob總會早到等著我, 但這回我等了5分鍾, 還不見他的蹤影, 於是打電話給他. He was somewhere 2 hours drive away from Tokyo, stuck in highway, and his phone out of battery ( I called his car phone) ...blah blah. I knew he had a golf tournament on Monday, and I understood the traffic, but, if he knew he would be late or couldnt make it, at least should give me a call earlier! I was quite pissed off, then went to Roppongi to pick up my new boots which I had been waiting for about 2 weeks. On my way there, I called Dave for dinner. I was sitting in couch and waiting for the staff packing the boots, still pissed off, why Rob couldnt just give me a call? He didnt have my number or what? I needed an answer or explanation, or apology, now! So called Rob again, he in his car, driving, and someone else there too, I assumed thats someone from his bank, since the golf tournament with some business issue. I didnt drink yet at the moment, could think rationally that its not a good idea to have any argument with Rob in this situation. So I said, "never mind, I call you later."
我在A971等Dave, 他到了, 我向他抱怨我對Rob的不滿, 我說, "maybe this is not gonna work...damn." Dave一直笑, 幸災樂禍, "Jess, Jess, you can do better than this, maybe its a good thing to let it go." 我一愣, 第一次聽到Dave's opinion about my new date, "why? you dont think Rob is a good catch?" "He has a daughter about your age." Dave說. 我爭辯, "hey, that little girl is not at my age, she is teenager, and you told me age wasnt a big issue when I came to ask your opinion at the beginning, now it is???" Dave笑, "ok, ok, lets go for dinner." Midtown也有一家ROTI, 不過同樣的MENU卻比另一家貴很多, 氣氛不錯, 比另一家人少, 安靜. Dinner was good, and we had some wine. After that, we decided to go to another place to have more drinks. Bar-hopping for a few hours, Dave was kinda drunk, and me too, but it was so much fun to hang out together, we were like buddies, its much much more comfortable and relaxing than dating, I didnt have to pretend to be some goody-goody girl who I had never been.
從第3間bar出來的時候, I checked my cellphone, Rob called me, and left a message, LOL, now he remembered my phone number! I called back, in the status of being half drunk, asked whether I could go to his place now, he said "ok, come over." Then I had my last short in the 4th bar with Dave, and told him that I gonna make it happen tonight, he was laughing and said "good luck, girl". I caught a cab, going to Rob's house. Its not far from Roppongi, when I knocked at the door, he was already there waiting for me. Well, we had fun, but I didnt "succeed on the mission", if I told Dave, he would be laughing at me again, and by his words, he "admiring Rob for his being self-disciplined all the time", LOL. Later about 2am, Rob drove me home, when I getting off the car, he said the huge LV shopping bag on the backseat was for me, I didnt know whats inside, 2 big LV boxes. This was the way he said sorry? He must have been a VIP customer in LV store, I was wondering.
I was so tired and drunk, fell asleep right away. 今天早晨醒來, 頭暈, 不應該喝那麽多酒, 已經遲到了, 於是坐在床上發呆. 昨晚Rob好象說過什麽關於"I dont love him", 具體內容實在想不起來. Well, he told me to be patient, and now he complained that I dont love him??? Plus, its not easy for me to say LOVE, I mean that is a big word, I cant say it before I am sure that I mean it. And why he cant love me first??? hmm.... Well, this guy has been confusing me all the time. 看到地上兩個LV的盒子, 還沒有打開, 難不成又是錢包, LOL. 打開第一個, 帽子和手套的set, 第二個, 同樣配套的圍巾, hmm... 純白色的, 帽子, 手套, 圍巾上都帶那種大大的毛球, 很cute&sweet, but, its just not me! 我從來都不是這種"甜得發膩"的風格的fan, 真不知道什麽時候可以戴. This expensive gift didnt make me very happy, well, it has nothing to do with the style though. Its just... I know money never is an issue for Rob, but what I want is something different, something more than just material stuff, like love and attention? And, 我不喜歡他對我存戒心, just cos he had bad experiences with his ex-wife... well, whatever.
慈禧嘛,當年那些在後宮混的,都是神人,閑得沒事,天天與人鬥其樂無窮.我這人喜怒哀樂立即上臉,如果在那環境裏,估計是第一批被鬥下去的.
謝謝你,我慢慢看.
周末消遣
http://youtube.com/watch?v=mC2ViQcvGgU&mode=related&search=
http://youtube.com/watch?v=iWjman4Hvho
風流瀟灑走一回.
摸清他的棋路,
善用他的資源及人脈,
就權且學作淑女吧.
來,給你塊兒糖,一邊兒玩兒去,哈!
年齡差在七歲以內可以接受。。
If u are serious, do not have sex before u clear everything. Good luck!