9/10 星期一
(2007-09-10 02:00:00)
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上周連著3天做惡夢, the first, my key broken; the second, someone trying to break in from my windows; the 3rd, I had some tattoos done on my both forearms, on the right, its the grim reaper, on the left, his scythe. Damn! Thats quite ugly tattoo, which scared me up, and I checked out my forearms right away, thank god, its just a nightmare. I have thought to get a new tattoo, but the grim reaper and his scythe, they just way too cool for me.
周四Robert來接我吃午飯, 因為我說覺得"a little bored", 回來的路上, 他告訴我下周他要去CALI看他女兒, 然後會在HAWAII停留幾天, "if I cant reply emails right way, dont get mad, I am not disappearing." 這讓我想起另一個總是"disappearing"的人, mario, I never know when he will disappear, when he will show up again. George said, "banker and sailor, you cant compare them together." Nah, I am not compareing.
周末又是"家裏蹲", 因為周日要加班. 看了電影[S.W.A.T.], 我非常喜歡, 雖然是很商業化的Hollywood style movie, 還有另一部[the replacement] by Keanu Reeves, 也是同樣類型的, both about men looking for a second chance, I guess that is the theme I like. 我喜歡tough guys, 落魄的時候也不潦倒, 忍耐, 養精蓄銳, 等待第二次機會, 這種性格很有魅力. Colin Farrell在[S.W.A.T.]裏很帥, 第一次覺得他很COOL是看[TIGERLAND]的時候, 當時他還是Hollywood新人, 非常叛逆的味道. 最近Colin Farrell是一路向大叔的形象發展, 在[Alexander]裏就開始發福, 到[Miami Vice]的時候已經成了略顯啤酒肚的中年大叔, 被渾身肌肉的Jamie Foxx一下子比下去. Keanu Reeves到是一如既往的帥, 想當年他在[SPEED]裏, 一出場, 絕對的"驚豔" (男生好象不應該用這個詞來形容...)
周日我訂的BAG被送來, 一直很想要的BAG, 拿到了也不覺很興奮. 好多東西都是這樣, 得不到的時候費盡心機的追求, 得到了, 也不過如此, 於是扔在一邊. 加班後, 大家又一起去了新辦公室, 這回有鑰匙, 可以進去看. 外麵看起來破破爛爛, 裏麵看起來... 也好不到哪裏去, 我很是掃興. 周圍的氣派的政府大樓更顯出這個新辦公室的"寒酸", 我對Jeff抱怨, Jeff說, 在那些漂亮辦公室裏幹上5年, 10年的人仍舊是salaryman, 我們這個小辦公室幾年下來, could be something different. 我笑, Jeff的話makes sense, the point is not where we are, but what we will achieve.
我隻是打算,但還沒想好圖案,和紋在什麽地方,估計一時半會兒還決定不了.
....爬上“手術台”,店員大哥就動手了。DAMN!!!真TMD疼。。。他一動手,我就後悔了,這叫一個疼啊,.....
難到這一次橫了心,咬著牙,就認了 ??? 哈哈哈!! 等著看好戲上場啦 !!
那要是有一天他不喜歡我了,我是不是該去跳樓啊?!
這樣的“男朋友”,我可伺候不起,趁早讓他滾蛋。
這是誰定的規矩?
不喜歡,那就請他走人好了.
love who I am, not whom he wants me to be, that is the principle here.
the point is not where we are, but what we will achieve
喜歡~~~