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周日，睡到下午。Dave打電話來，問我要不要去坐roller coaster，“roller coaster...ROLLER COASTER??? YEAH!”我已經好多年沒玩過roller coaster。我們在後樂園遊樂場見麵，排隊等著坐roller coaster，感覺好像中學生的約會一樣，竟然在遊樂場。不過，總比迪斯尼樂園強，我很討厭迪斯尼樂園。排了近半個小時，終於到我們，roller coaster很刺激，從building的上方穿過，我一直尖叫，很開心。然後我們又去秋葉原的電器街閑逛，一路走到上野公園，雖然是周日夜晚，公園裏還是熱鬧非凡，又是看櫻花的季節，上野公園是出名的景點。在公園裏兜了好大一圈，走累了，於是決定去唱卡拉OK。沒想到Dave是個很不錯的singer，他唱的[Summer of 69]，非常有味道，he rocks! 最後在車站分手，各自回家。
很愉快的一次約會，如果可以把其當成約會的話。但是，我打算疏遠Dave from now on, cos I know he still has feeling for his ex-wife, I have to hold back, and make sure that I wouldnt fall for him. I like him, and its very much fun to hang out with him, but this is a bad timing to start anything. So before it getting hurt, just let it go, I have to.
周一LB的麵試進行得比較順利，麵試官是個和藹的老大爺，我們談了1個小時左右，我覺得這個position非常適合我，希望可以得到offer。今天得到通知，LB的第一輪麵試通過，周四要進行第二輪。不知道要多少次才可以定下來，也不敢報太大的希望，因為討厭失望的感覺。
今天早晨麵試的這家公司，辦公室很氣派，氣氛也不錯，不過能否通過，我心裏也沒有數兒，畢竟這個position和我之前的經驗關係不大。明天還有另一家公司的麵試，我開始有點兒不耐煩了。
希望工作可以早一點定下來，這樣我就會開始很忙，沒有時間見Dave，我對他的感覺就會慢慢消逝。That is what I always do, before it starts getting hurt, run away. So far my life is all about to have fun, yes, I did have a lot fun, but at the same time, I lost a lot things too. Now I am thinking if those fun is really worth of my loss, maybe I should be more serious about everything in my life, trying to learn to be more responsible. And maybe this can really help me to solve my commitment problem, it sounds like a self-help therapy. Well, tomorrow is always another day, I am a super optimist, have the faith always with me on that, something better is coming.
很愉快的一次約會，如果可以把其當成約會的話。但是，我打算疏遠Dave from now on, cos I know he still has feeling for his ex-wife, I have to hold back, and make sure that I wouldnt fall for him. I like him, and its very much fun to hang out with him, but this is a bad timing to start anything. So before it getting hurt, just let it go, I have to.
周一LB的麵試進行得比較順利，麵試官是個和藹的老大爺，我們談了1個小時左右，我覺得這個position非常適合我，希望可以得到offer。今天得到通知，LB的第一輪麵試通過，周四要進行第二輪。不知道要多少次才可以定下來，也不敢報太大的希望，因為討厭失望的感覺。
今天早晨麵試的這家公司，辦公室很氣派，氣氛也不錯，不過能否通過，我心裏也沒有數兒，畢竟這個position和我之前的經驗關係不大。明天還有另一家公司的麵試，我開始有點兒不耐煩了。
希望工作可以早一點定下來，這樣我就會開始很忙，沒有時間見Dave，我對他的感覺就會慢慢消逝。That is what I always do, before it starts getting hurt, run away. So far my life is all about to have fun, yes, I did have a lot fun, but at the same time, I lost a lot things too. Now I am thinking if those fun is really worth of my loss, maybe I should be more serious about everything in my life, trying to learn to be more responsible. And maybe this can really help me to solve my commitment problem, it sounds like a self-help therapy. Well, tomorrow is always another day, I am a super optimist, have the faith always with me on that, something better is coming.
dont worry, I am not that fragile, 最多是有些遺憾，悵然，不會太嚴重的。I enjoy all this drama, the result doesnt matter much really.
timing is something that I cant control, all I need to do is to get myself ready first, 中文講，盡人事，聽天命，that is the attitude.
如果一切真的那麽簡單，生活豈不是很無味？=）