7/11 星期二--II

我今天比較無聊,主要是太困了,盯著電腦屏幕會睡著那種困,所以什麽都做不下去,LEADER"含沙射影"的要我注意本期的目標完成度,我閉著眼睛點頭,點頭...DANG!上一期的獎金被扣,我沒有想象的難過,錢多,多花,錢少,少花,我這人是天生的無可救藥的樂觀主義者.和GEORGE這樣講,他歎氣,說"這樣下去不行,搬到LA來吧,我可以照顧你",我感謝了他的愛心,但仍堅定的繼續樂觀著.除了老爸以外,被其他的男人照顧,都是要付出代價的,我又不缺胳膊少腿,自己照顧自己就好了.

MSN上一個朋友的ID是這樣的,--"大便的離開,是馬桶的追求,還是屁股的不挽留",看後,狂樂,然後,琢磨半天,是馬桶的追求?還是屁股的不挽留?大概兩方麵都有,或者說,大便和馬桶比較有緣分???哈...

最近在看JENNIFER WEINER的另一本書,[GOODNIGHT NOBODY].之前看的[IN HER SHOES],我很喜歡,覺得JENNIFER WEINER描寫女性心理和感情很細膩.[GOODNIGHT NOBODY]講的是一個已婚女人,with 3 kids, living in a small and peaceful town, as a housewife, who used to be working as an editor in NYC. Apparently she is not quite satisfied with this kinda boring life, but its her choice, or say, she has been pushed into this way naturally. There is one chapter on how she met her husband after a bad heart broken experience by another guy. She described her husband with the word,--suitable, a suitable guy for marriage. Like all "desperate housewives", she secretly thinks abt that, if she chose another way, not just settle down for a suitable guy, but keep searching for passionate love...IF, nobody knows exactly what would happen with IF, that is why I wanna keep going on with my journey of being single, more opportunities to know abt the world, and life, and...MEN.

I adjusted my schedule recently, started going to gym during lunch break, then I can go home earlier after work. Marc goes to the same gym during lunch break too, I happened to see him there, twice. We talked for a while, working out, work issues...blah blah, quite casual talks. He is quite busy recently, with work, I know he is a workaholic anyway. And I didnt see the spark I saw a few months ago in his eyes any more, well, it doesn't matter, Marc is just a friend to me, I dont have the butterfly-in-stomach feeling for him at all. What I am trying to say is that, everything is just about timing.

Finally, its time to go home. I need to go to bed early tonight, and stop being such a moron who scares self by searching for some hidden killer in imaginations.

  

[elpher]

改天送你一個指南針,嘿嘿...

[jgey]

誇得我都找不著北了，嗬嗬...
朋友總是越多越好,很高興認識你:))

[ttmouse]

"Sienfield", "Sex and City" are two among of my daily favorites. Now, I am adding your diary. You are passionate, free spirit, strong, smart, ... and many more. I have been in both sides of the world(George's and yours), have to say I am happier person now than then. I admire your attitude to life, and see some of the similarities between us, such as writing software and like shoes(though do not own Jimmy Chou). If you wouldn't minding making new friend in Dallas, consider you have one now.