1/1 星期六

2005!時間過得真快,又一年.現在是4:54AM,我被餓醒了,跳起來找食物,覺得自己可以吃下一整隻雞.今天,確切的講,是昨天,東京又下雪了,很冷.我睡了一整天,在夢裏看到他,很長的夢,而且不是惡夢,值得慶幸. 和老媽聊天,又談到同樣的話題,她總是催我盡快找到一個如意郎君,結婚,成家...不厭其煩,我的回答也永遠一樣,--還沒遇見合適的人.其實,我真的懷疑自己在主觀性的逃避SETTLE DOWN,因為害怕一成不變的日子,和一切相關的責任.一個人真的很自在,做自己想做的事情,按自己的喜好安排事物,布置一切,I can focus on MYSELF, if i am happy, everything is fine, i don't have to worry about somebody else, which usually could bring me such annoying troubles and stress. Freedom is power, how can i sacrifice my freedom for a guy? I know my attitude isn't right, but i can't help it, maybe i am too selfish, or whatever. I guess I have never met a guy who has such strong power to make me willing to give up all pleasures and freedom by my current single life. So with that meaning, my answer to mum is so right that i didn't meet the right guy yet. But i don't wanna rush that, sooner or later i would have to jump into some relationship, so why not just enjoy the freedom i have as much as i can? Btw, I watched Catwoman tonight, heard that movie wasn't rated highly, but surprisingly I like it. Halle Berry is so hot that i am impressed, i would go crazy for her if i was a guy. Anyway, i am a woman, and i like cats, so maybe i like catwoman?