Today is my first day to record my English study journey

I already landed this city for over eight years, but I still cannot speak english fluently. From today on, I will write down my every effort that I made to study english. I hope after two or three months I can really improve it. My husband said I Stll not find the right way to it. I feel frustrated whenever I start to study englsih. Two days ago, went to toastmaster club, I felt a little bit disencouragement, but I know, I will catch upa no matter how hard it is.Today I am trying to recite the first vow special English. And I hope I can record it lately.