人老了,就愛回憶過去的舊時光。 俺現在就屬於這種情況了。
拿友情來說,現在遇到了,就不想失去,知道懂得珍惜了。
過去呢,沒有這麽重的心思,認為沒有這個朋友,還有那個,不聯係就不聯係吧,不在意就不在意吧。
這麽多年來,有一個從未謀麵的孩子總是出現在我的腦海裏,心裏總是在問:不知他現在怎麽樣了?現在的他已是 20 幾歲的年齡,也該結婚生子了吧。
我想象中他的模樣應該是穿著牧民的服裝,馳聘在馬背上的帥小夥。
那是在我剛剛畢業開始掙錢能養活自己的時候。
當我可以有能力做自己想做的事情的時候,資助一個孩子上學便成了我那時的一個心願。
我的意願是讓一個少數民族的男孩子讀完高中。這樣,也許他未來的生活軌跡會有所不同。
記得當時一個孩子一年的學雜費是 200 塊。
青少年發展基金會的希望工程按我的意願為我找到新疆的一個正上小學 5 年級的 10 歲孩子(地址及孩子名字已忘記(名字太長了))
當時的想法很純樸,如果 5 年共 1 千塊,就能完成學業,該是多麽好的事啊,如果他考上大學,那我也願意為他提供費用。
俺一次性的把 5 年的學費都給了希望工程,讓他們待轉。
後麵的情況我就不得而知了。
俺老媽和同事資助的孩子,總是定期的寫來信,匯報一下自己的學習情況和成績。每次老媽和俺提起又收到孩子的成績單時,俺都羨慕的很。
而俺這邊,卻從來沒有隻言片語。
但心裏卻惦記:不知這孩子學習如何,抑或是又失了學。
不論認識不認識,他從來沒有成為我生命中的過客,一直都在心裏,時不時的也會想起:他現在怎樣了,還在上學嗎?
隻是,最近這種想法更加強烈了。<
附錄:
We are the world
9位北美留園歌手
男: 紮一紮,葵花點穴腳,shakesbeer, 東海神話,MR2, hippoben
女: 淡如水,嗲嗲,schwert, 藍色的小魚兒
shakesbeer 0:30: There comes a time when we heed a certain call
shakesbeer & 葵花(二聲部) 0:37: When the world must come together as one
葵花 0:43: There are people dying
葵花 0:46: And it's time to lend a hand to life
MR2 (二) 0:51: The greatest gift of all
紮 0:57: We can't go on pretending day by day
DHSH 1:03: That someone, Some where will soon make a change
Ben 1:10: We are all a part of god's great big family
DHSH &Ben 1:16: And the truth, you know, love is all we need
schwert 1:23: We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day so let's start giving
魚 1:36: There's a choice we're making we're saving our own lives
魚 & schwert 1:42: It's true we'll make a better day, just you and me
淡如水 1:52: Oh Send them your heart so they'll know that someone cares
淡如水 & 紮 1:59: And their lives will be stronger and free
紮 2:05: As god has shown us by turning stones to bread
MR2 2:12: So we all must lend a helping hand
MR2 2:18: We are the world, we are the children
DHSH 2:25: We are the ones who make a brighter day so let's start giving
ben 2:32: There's a choice we're making we're saving our own lives
shakesbeer 2:39: It's true we'll make a better day just you and me
紮 2:46: When you're down and out And there seems no hope at all
DHSH 2:52: But if you just believe There's no way we can fall
嗲嗲 2:56: Well, well, well, well let's realize Oh, that a change can only come
BEN & DHSH 3:05: When we Stand together as one (嗲嗲 B:Hey yeah yeah yeah)
合唱 3:11: We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
Shakesbeer 3:24: There's a choice we're making We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me
3:37: 升調
合唱 3:37: We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
(葵花 It's true we'll make a better day)
Just you and me (葵花 Just you and me oh,let me hear you )
4:03: We are the world, we are the children (DHSH We are the world, and we are the children)
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving (DHSH So let's start giving)
DHSH 4:17: There's a choice we're making We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me, come on, let me hear you
4:30: 雙人互彪
MR2 4:30: We are the world (ben: We are the world)
we are the children (ben: we are the children)
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving (ben: So let's start giving)
淡如水 4:43: There's a choice we're making We're saving our own lives
魚 It's true we'll make a better day
魚 Just you and me
嗲嗲 4:56: We are the world (紮: We are the world)
we are the children (紮. we are the children)
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving (紮 So let's start giving)
Schwert 5:09: There's a choice we're making and We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me (嗲嗲 oh~~~~)
艾粉 評論於:2012-06-26 09:14:41 [回複評論] 刪除
讚!
木蘭 評論於:2012-06-25 21:04:51 [回複評論] 刪除
納蘭真是個好心人,我想你的幫助一定給了那個孩子更多得機會,雖然不知道他怎麽樣了,可你的心意不會白費,你的熱心讓這個世界多了一分溫暖,美麗。。。
原來也沒想過,隻是最近老了,愛回憶過去了。
俺再長,也長不出艾叔的睿智心眼啊。
五哥是個好老娃
俺們當年也參加希望工程,心意到了,不知結果,,,
納蘭的真情真是感人,有你的友情很好!象粉鍋鍋那樣長太多心眼,人會老得快的,表長,還是表長滴好,啊哈哈~~~
艾大叔,您老知道的,俺最大的優點就是謙虛。
還有,您原來還語重心長的跟我說過:納蘭啊,你就長點心吧。
俺正努力的長呢,但能不能長出心來,真不知道呢。