努力嚐試去做自己不願意的事情

看多這樣一篇文說：努力嚐試去做每一件自己不願意做的事情。

為了什麽呢？為了能改變自己！比如每天5點鍾起床，比如每天跑步40分鍾，比如每天學習2個小時。這些都是我不願意的事情，及其的不願意。又好比現在，及其的不願意弄拖延到今天還沒有弄好的講稿，拖啊拖，拖壞了自己的心情。

我經常都活在一個幻想和想象的世界中，很頑固。一旦有時候逃離了這幻覺，才感受到了些些真實的樂趣。

我不小了，可是為什麽仍舊那麽不接受長大？問天問地問自己！

跟這兒寫這些無聊的文字本身就是一種逃避，我想是的。還不想給誰看，我自己的心，我自己的天地，我悲悲切切自怨自憐的地方。

每時每刻都在想你，每時每刻。可是又想了些什麽呢？真遇到的時候甚至不知所雲，甚至不敢看你。

胡言亂語～～～～

總之心好亂，好亂，或謂之為緊張。接下來做什麽呢，下網，關機，去MENSA吃飯。。然後，去做不願意做的事情：看書！

2005。06。14

 

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We all have times like this. Writing helps sort your emotions out. Try to be nicer to yourself. We were taught to better ourselves when we grow up. That's why we have a long list of "must-do-it", and we might not be satisfied even we finish all of them, because the list is endless, you can always find more things that are must-do-it.

Do not put too much pressure on yourselves. Be kind to yourself. Everyone has her own strength. Once you start accepting yourself, you feel less resentful to things like study.

Good luck to you,