Blue day

In the lunch break, my coleagues and I discussed my topic, from economy to the new president, from the history of the black immigrants to the inteligence of people with different ethnicities. A very warn discussion and a lot of arguments. I don't know the team like ours is good or not. We speak Chinese all the time and we treat each other like friend, not close friend though. Recently, the mid-age panic has been surrounding me, bothering me and making me sick. I may need psychological consult.