Happy Birthday/17th.March

Happy birthday to Myself,I received the first call for happy birthday bless from a friend from US,yeah ,it was 12:00:30 at the midnigt of 16th and 17th March .For me ,It is special ,but for otheres in the world ,it is just only ordernary day!I received the first call every year in my birthday from different persons since we are not stay together.I really hope I receive the call from you ,but not .maybe I never receive your call !I just thought I forget all the things but I see your update your space ,profile and others...I cant help my tear from my eyes....while I receive the call from one of my good friend....My birthday ,I just wanna I am happy ,I do promises ,I will be happy in my future not be sad from ,I really wanna delete everything related you and discard all your things in my heart...

My Birthday ,2 birthday cake ,One is from Caffedeposit, With a friend whose personality is similar to me ,there is no large differences between us ,yes ,only one difference is" He and She". Another birthday cake is share with a foreigner friends who is warm ,help me on language and other else...I dont know if I am fortunate sometime .I dont spend the day only myself ,but My heart is solitude ,just like one book named One Handred of Solitude,Others never know you ,Just like the soulmate ...For me ,it is so easy ,so simple to make friends most persons , it is so difficult to find a soulmate to share with your happiness and sadness.Although someone just like your intimate ,seems good friends ...In reality ,to some extent ,they just only the person who live nearby you ,they are only themeseves ,they are one kind of partner of your life.....they are not the right one who communicate with you from heart to heart ,brain to brain ..

.Soulmate.How wonderful,How amazing ,How suprendipity! How to connect with Soulmate with parterner your life...it is remote....in eyes in heart ,but in reality!My birthday ,I really hope .....

there are so many memories fly in the heart,in the brain...I was born in happly family ,I always regard I am lucky bcz I have great mum and respectful dady...but everthing changes 3 years ago....5 yr's birhtday ,10 yrs...18 yrs with family in the old house ...22 yrs old in anther building with parents good friends in a restaurant ...24 yrs old ,with my great mum ,the last birtday share my birthday with my great mum ,tears in my eys ..I always control...everything ..Just control my own behaviou .. how to spend ur 25..26? I really dont remember it ...flowers with happy ,flowers with tears...

.I really bless myself ,Happy not only birthday ,also tommorrow ,also everyday of 365 days and nights a year ,also next year ,and ...in recent and reomote future ,I really hope I can do ....Fight for ...