上帝還愛我嗎？

覺得離上帝越來越遠，自從辭職後。也時常後悔辭職，本以為他們家的人能幫到我，可實事不是這樣。今天帶我認識上帝的老朋友告訴了我她自己的找工作經曆，上帝是怎樣幫助她的，真叫人感動。我也想起了上帝。可是太久沒有想起他， 他會不會生氣呢？而且我總是懷疑他的存在。可我知道自己的靈魂現在整天在四處遊蕩，好空虛無聊，而且自己對找工作越來越沒信心了。真希望真的有上帝的存在，而且得到上帝的恩賜。我決心重新和上帝交談，為自己和他人祈禱。阿門。

[前路漫漫]

Being a bit more patient. You will get things belong to you. Sometimes you will pain but think about there are far more people they live worse than you. You shall be one of the excellent. Otherwise you will not have today.

Keep your head high, do not think too much. Just keep doing and working, try all possible things. Not give up so soon.