too many stuff to deal with

I have been alone myself sevral months now. Looks like nothing too much changed. I am still dealing with all kinds of bills, troubles, calls myself. life simple but busy, as well as longly. But whenever see Olympia's beatiful face, then feel it is still full of liveness. Everytime I pick up her and know she is doing well whole day, then my heart really likes flower just blooming, immediately get so happy.
3950 property is still on sale, but have not gotten any offer. I am starting to pick up paying credit card debt. I have not gotten money from him, so the speed is slow. I know finally I could overcome all the difficulties. This makes me more sad about myself. I paid that much for this guy in the past, even when seperating from this bad relationship, I still have to pay for it. He jus don't care and selfishly only think of himself. what u can do. Only divoce could force him sth. that's really a very very bad and sad thing. I am a person only care about love, finally get this result. really just too pure in the past.
anyway, I am glad to see things are going to be clearer day by day.I need build my future fro myself , for my sweet children, for the great supporing family.