heart died

 I don't know what happend to him again. This time, from Wednesday, he started becoming very impatien again. He told me he hardly find the buyer, but again he still can not decide the date, he also moved out suddenly to the hotel. when I am asking the reason, he just said this or that, also scold on me that I am not caring about him. He think he finish the business there is the biggest thing that he show something to this family. 
 I am so disappointed again. he did not send money back, he did not come back to see us for so long time, he did not give any tension to this family, whatever asking some question, he never answer. he know we just bought the property, we have to install floor, pain the wall, also need to do the moving. I am preganent, Mom is so old with so young little dalsten, how we can do that??? he just say I am disturbing him and DON'T WANT TO COME BACK. I can never imaging he will be so crucial like this. never care about the situation and just leave everything to enjoy himself. I hate so irresponsible man. my poor little girl is still in my body, but she always has to experience the sadness, the frustration and even now the hatre. God bless me, olympia and dalsten.