Day 0.

兩地分居的日子開篇曲 (July 29, 2007)老公駕車回C 城接近50 分鍾My darling just has driven back to city C for 50 mins, and he needs drive at least another 2 hours. From the moment he left, it is the beginning of our living in two different cities. Theoretically, we can meet once a week on each weekend about 3 hours driving on the high way. I feel so sad, since it is the first time we separate in those 9 years. I just get the same feeling, on the first day of my university in China. When my parents brought me to the dorm, I really did not want them leave. At that time, I can meet my dad once a week.My darling stayed in E city with me in the last 2 night. He did his best to build a very good environment for my current living, such as get a good relationship with some Chinese new friends in the same building, settled down everything in my bedroom, and shopping all necessary stuff and food for my next week. In the first night here, I slept less. I just felt I am so nervous; my heart beat faster than usual, and can not help tearing. Only one reason, I think I will miss him very very much.In the daily studying, living, and working, oral and writing, I thank a lot of people for different reasons. Actually, in my life, my parents and my husband are those I need thank a lot. I know he also miss me and does not want to separate with me. When he found I was tearing, he also dropped tears without any noise. He told a lot to me in those two days, like a father told his child. “what is the most important thing I need concern in my following months, how can I make a good relationship with my roommate and her friends, be care for my job, the relationship with my colleagues ” Also gave my many examples friends and classmates around us, they all used or currently separate with their family. I understand, but I begin to regret a little. Now I am confusing, is that the good permanent job is important that keeping together with a lower contract job. Using his words, it is for our better future life. Let me see.I am tired, and do not want to type today. I have not get internet and phone yet. This kind of life is terrible.By 1.30pm, July 29, 2007