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(2008-11-29 11:16:28)
Icanhearthesoundofmyheartbroken.ButIamsolostanddon'tknowhowtostopit.WhatIknowisIamchanging.Iamnotthestrong,undefeatableme.I[閱讀全文]
(2008-11-24 16:05:45)
TheThanksGivingiscoming.Peopleinthelabareplaningonvacationexceptme.FeelsolonelyandhopelesseventhoughItellmyselfthatlifeisshort,itisuselesstobepanicinsteadenjoythelifeIhavenow.But,stillnotsrongenoughtofacethecominghappyholiday.AmIgoingtobelonelytotheend?[閱讀全文]
(2008-11-17 15:31:20)
IknowIlikeT,IknowIalsohatemyselfbecauseofthis.Tismyboss,heismarriedandthesecondchildiscoming.Idon'twanttodoanythingwithhim.Iknow,thereisnothingIcandowithhim.But,wheneverIthinkaboutIwillleavesoonerorlaterandImayneverseehimagain,Imayneverconnectwithhimagain,Icanfeeltheheartbreaking,thetearscouldn'tstopfalling.But,heknownothingaboutthis.Ihavebeensocool,Icoveredsogood.exceptwork,Idon'ttalktohim.Igetma...[閱讀全文]
(2008-11-17 15:05:38)
Ialwaysgotexcitedwhenitsnows.IguessitisbecauseIwaslivinginthesouthpartofChinawhenIwasachildanditrarelysnowsinmyhometown.Inmymemeory,itwasalwaysfullofsurpriseandjoywhenitsnow.Itissoquiet,sobeautifulandpure,likeangelscomefromtheheaven,likeflowersfromthesky.Itmeltsinyourhand,meltsonyourface....Thememeoryfromyourchildhoodissodeepinyourmind.Ihaveleftmyhometownforsomanyyears,andIhavealwayslivingincities...[閱讀全文]
(2008-10-28 17:46:08)
Ihadbelievedthatthereisaspecialoneforme,Ifindhimandlovehim.Ihadbelievedthatthespecialonewillfindmeandloveme.But,Iamnotsureaboutthisanymore.Hecametomylifelikefate,eventhoughwearesetupbyanotsoclosefriend.Thefistmeetingwasn'tbadinmyoppion.Wetalked,especiallyItalkedmuchmorethanIdidnomally.Iamnotatalkingperson.Ithoughthelikedme.But,wedidn'tcontactafterthatforabout3months.Iwasconfusedanddidn'tknowwhatId...[閱讀全文]
(2007-07-15 08:09:05)
Ihadasovividlydreamlastnight,andIcouldnothelpthinkingaboutitallthetimetoday.
ItwasonourgroupmeetingandIwasdoingalecturepresentation.Iwasnotveryhappyaboutmytalkbecausethepaperwaspresentatedonthelastgroupmeetingseveraldaysagobymyself.So,inthemidleofthetalk,IfeltsomethingwaschokinginmythoatandIwentouttoclearmythoat.WhenIcameback,IsawTom(myboss)andChristina(Labwife,acctuallyagraduatestudentinourla...[閱讀全文]
ItwasonourgroupmeetingandIwasdoingalecturepresentation.Iwasnotveryhappyaboutmytalkbecausethepaperwaspresentatedonthelastgroupmeetingseveraldaysagobymyself.So,inthemidleofthetalk,IfeltsomethingwaschokinginmythoatandIwentouttoclearmythoat.WhenIcameback,IsawTom(myboss)andChristina(Labwife,acctuallyagraduatestudentinourla...[閱讀全文]
(2007-04-15 11:22:40)
Ialwaysaskingmyself,whymylifeissoboring?IsitbecauseofmypersonalityorbecauseIaminusa?
Mylifeisprettysimple,thatisacctuallywhatIwanted.Iamasimpleperson,Icanonlyfocusononethinginonetime.So,myworkistheonlythingIcare.NormallyIfeelgoodwhenIambusyinwork.But,whenIhavenoworktodo,Ifoundmyselfnowheretogo.EvenwhenIwanttogoshopping,nobodytoaccompany.Thatissopathetic.[閱讀全文]
Mylifeisprettysimple,thatisacctuallywhatIwanted.Iamasimpleperson,Icanonlyfocusononethinginonetime.So,myworkistheonlythingIcare.NormallyIfeelgoodwhenIambusyinwork.But,whenIhavenoworktodo,Ifoundmyselfnowheretogo.EvenwhenIwanttogoshopping,nobodytoaccompany.Thatissopathetic.[閱讀全文]
