Come and Go

It's been a while not writing anything. Busy, one main reason. Tried to be relax. Tried not asking too much, or even not asking at all. Tried to pull myself together, and move on. Tried not talking. It seems it worked. Things started to bounce back. I have spent more time and energy to focus on what I need to do, not what I want to do. Things started to get done.

Went to our group activity. Talking about how to improve the relationship. I memtioned that I was willling to spend some time dating the other, but he did not answer back. One member mentioned that if it was too stressful, of course, not. That clicked in me right away. That is right. I am too good. I could have made many things done while he would have struggling too much to give up. Then why bother? Romantic lunch, is a way, my way. Not everyone can pick it up easily. So why bother? Just let it go.

People here come and go. Coming without notice, going without trace.  A little suprise to meet them, no surprise when they gone. With that in mind, I guess I would enjoy being here.