SUNDAY CLOUDY

NOTHING SPECIAL, REALLY. IT IS JUST ANOTHER ORDINARY DAY FOR US. WE WERE PLANNING TO GO OUT TO MOVIE FOR MR.AND MRS.SMITH, BUT BABE LOOKED LIKE REALLY TIRED. HE FELL ASLEEP WHILE WE WERE WATCHING CARTOON "NARUTO", AND THEN I FELL ASLEEP TOO. SO I DECIDED NOT TO GO TO MOVIE AS WE WERE BOTH TIRED. SO WE SLEPT UNTIL 5PM, AND THEN WE ORDERED PAPA JOHN'S PIZZA, AND WATCHED "AMERICAN PIE 1 & 2" AT HOME. AS WE WERE WATCHING AMERICAN PIE 2, BABE TOLD ME THAT BEFORE HE AND HIS GF WERE FRIENDS, AND HOW THEY STARTED THE RELATIONSHIP IS THAT HIS GF TOUGHT HIM HOW TO KISS AND HOW TO SLEEP WITH A GIRL. BECAUSE HIS GF HAS MORE EXP THAN HIM. BABE GAVE HIS VIRGINITY TO HIS EX. HE HAS ONLY ONE GF DURING HIS COLLEGE YEARS. AFTER HE TOLD ME THIS, HE ASK ME NOT TO BE MAD. WELL, I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE MAD CAUSE IT IS REALLY NOT A BIG DEAL. HE WAS JUST TELLING ME A STORY, A POST STORY. I WASN'T REALLY JEALOUS OR ANYTHING. BUT I ACTED LIKE I WAS MAD, AND THEN MY EMOTION TURN TO BE IN A MAD MOOD ALSO. SO I WAS MAD AFTER ALL. AND BABE SAW I WAS MAD, HE SAID SORRY, AND BLA BLA BLA... I ASKED HIM TO GO HOME, CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO SEE HIS FACE BY THEN. AND HE SAID:" YOU REALLY WANT ME TO GO HOME? PLEASE DON'T BE MAD... I AM SORRY... I DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING, I WAS JUST TELLING YOU A STORY..." I SAID:" YOU WERE THINKING ABOUT YOUR EX WHILE YOU WERE WATCHING MOVIE WITH ME, AUH??? PLEASE GO HOME, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU NOW..." AND HIS FACE LOOKED SO 委屈. HE SAID:" OKAY, IF YOU ARE REALLY MAD, THEN I'D BETTER JUST GO HOME." THEN HE STARTED TO PACK UP. I WASN'T LOOKING AT HIM, MY EYES WERE JUST FOCUSING ON THE TV SCREEN. BUT I WAS WATCHING HIM FROM THE CORNER OF MY EYES. I KNEW I WAS HARD ON HIM, AND MY FACE MUST LOOKED VERY MEAN. AFTER A WHILE, HE SCRUDED OVER AND SAID:" PLEASE DO BE MAD LAH!! LET ME KISS YOU, ONE KISS THEN YOU PROMISE YOU ARE GONNA BE MAD ANYMORE." THEN HE STARTED TO KISS ME. I WAS STARING AT HIS INNOCENT FACE, AND THEN I'VE LAUGHED. "OKAY LAH, I AM NOT MAD ANYMORE..." AND THEN HE SAT BACK ON THE BED, AND WE CONTINUED TO WATCH THE PIE 2. 寶貝老說我好凶。 他說：“ 最凶的就是你， 你每次都說我凶， 其實你比我還凶。 又會記仇。 心機又重。 ” “哪有， 我才沒心機呢？ 記仇是會啦。 我本來就是會把事情往心裏放的人。” 寶貝老是跟我翻舊帳。 說我剛跟他在一起時很多事情都瞞著他，還騙他。 結果都被他拆穿了。 我說那時候才剛開始， 跟你也不熟，而且都是過去的事情了， 何必解釋那麽多呢？ 他啊， 沒事就喜歡跟我吵著玩。 說我裝純潔，騙他， 把他耍得團團轉。 害他當初還真的相信我是和roommates住， 結果是和我ex同居。 他還說， 難怪那天我們去Q's喝酒之後他送我回家， 都到家門口了， 我都不讓他送我進去。 原來是怕我ex見到他。 所以說世界上沒有不被拆穿的謊言。 還是甚麽事情都honest一點比較好。 這點寶貝就比我強。 他甚麽事情都說出來， 不會別在心裏瞞著我。 可是我就還做不到甚麽事情都跟他講， 尤其是我的past. 不知道以後寶貝知道了會怎樣呢？ 他那天跟我鬧著玩時突然說：“你有這麽多事情瞞著我， 說， 還有沒有別的事情瞞著我的？ 還是你象我ex現在的這個男朋友一樣有結過婚， 還有托油瓶？ 說你有幾個托油瓶？ 聽他這樣講， 我當時心裏真的亂跳了好幾下。 其實當時是個好機會跟他說， 可是我始終開不了口。 都是過去的事了， 而且都那麽久了。 不說我自己都不想去想它了。 何苦再提呢？ 但是終究要說的， 除非我和寶貝沒有將來。 如果想一輩子的話， 始終要講清楚的， 否則對他不公平。 等我們在穩定一點了， 再找機會跟他說吧。”